wala lang talaga

shinomori_misao8 opened her eyes at 07:45 PM on April 2, 2004.

ApriL fooLs! actually kahapon yon pero... anyway. napakacorny talaga ng okasyong yan. ako na nga lang ata ang nagdidiwang niyan, nakakainis. buti pa sa ibang bansa may mga kalokohan sila, dito walalang. di uso. hehehehehehe... leche. pero anyway, un lang naman talaga, wala akong inspirasyon magsulat ngayon eh tsaka wala akong maisip na paksang pwedeng pagdiskitahan. sige, maghahanap muna ako ng pwedeng tirahin dito para naman may masulat ako dito. siguro manonood nalang ako ng telebisyon - pagiinteresan ang mga telenovela na nakakatawa. hehehehe

ay oo nga pala, naalala ko iyong "Passion of the Christ". grabe mga kumpare, panoorin niyo! It's a must watch. one of the greatest movies of our time. it may be bloody yes, VERY bloody pero still, it was still a great movie. ayos ang pagkakagawa, ung mga flashback ayos ung transition. maganda talaga. napaiyak pa ako. grabe. it's not that advisable to young kids though, kasi nga masyadong madugo at baka maloka ang bata sa kakanood - ika nga sa festival "young kids are not advised to watch the movie for it may affect their sensibilities." napakagandang pelikula talaga. saludo ako kay mel gibson, lalong lalo na kay jim caviezel. grabe. cge na, go watch now!!!

feeling: pasmado [mood ba yon?]

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ang mga mahal na araw

shinomori_misao8 opened her eyes at 09:03 PM on April 4, 2004.

dumating na naman ang panahon ng taon ung kailan nararapat nating alalalahanin ang mga paghihirap, pagsasakripisyo, pagkamatay, at muling pagkabuhay ng ating Panginoong si Hesus.

ito ang mga panahon kung saan tayo ay magninilay-nilay sa mga pangyayari sa ating buhay, pag-isipan ang ating mga nagawang hindi maganda at pagsisihan ang mga ito. paano?

sa pamamagitan ng pagpepenitensya. kami, tuwing huwebes santo, naglalakad kami patungong Landayan, sa Laguna yon eh, bawat taon tuwing Huwebes Santo, naglalakad kami papunta ron simula Canlalay. Tapos pagdating ng Biyernes nagproprosisyon naman kami, mga konting bagay, konting sakripisyo para kay Lord - tsaka isang linggo lang sa isang taon diba, isang linggo lang sa buong limampu't dalawang linggo sa isang taon ang hinihiling na ialay natin sa Diyos lang, upang gunitain ang kanyang Pasyon diba? tapos sa Linggo, syempre nagmimisa tapos tumutuloy sa bahay para sa kinasanayang 'Easter Egg Hunt' tapos tuloy sa isang family reunion.

Hmm... iyon lang naman. hindi ko magawang katuwa-tuwa ang pagsusulat ko ngayon kasi diba, ito ay isang seryosong paksa. di ko nga malaman kung bakit ko to naisipang maisulat, alam ko namang seryoso ito, pero anyway, ay anumang daan pala [hehe], sa tingin ko'y napapanahon na rin to kasi diba nga mahal na araw na. pinilit ko nga talagang isulat to sa purong tagalog, para, wala lang. wala lang talaga.

hm, pinanood ko kanina yung pelikulang 'the count of monte cristo'. maganda pala ito, hindi ko alam kung bakit ko ito isiningit dito, medyo malayo rin kasi ang paksang ito sa paksang binuksan ko kanina... hmm cguro dahil sa pelikulang "The Passion of the Christ" na konektadong konektado sa naunang paksa na isa ring napakaganda talagang pelikula [tignan na lamang ang nauna kong entry para sa mga papuri ko sa pelikulang ito] na pinagbibidahan ni Jim caviezel na siya ring bida sa pelikulang 'The Count of Monte Cristo'... matapos kong panoorin ang pelikula, nalaman kong hindi rin lang pala gwapo si jim caviezel don, maganda din pala yong storya. maganda siya, ang galing din, paghihiganti nga lang ang tema nito. mali man yon, pero parang tama lang din eh, kasi andami kasing kawalanghyaang ginawa sa kanya, pinagtaksilan siya ng kanyang matalik na kaibigan, pinagbintangan siya ng mga bagay na di naman niya tlaga ginawa. maganda talaga yung storya. astig kasi ung mga nangyayari eh, astig ung mga paglalaban, ung mga tagisan ng espada, maganda. ang gwapo pa ni jim caviezel - may balbas at bigote man o wala, mahaba man at magulo ang buhok o maiksi at malinis. gwapo. ang ganda kasi ng mga mata niya eh. sobra.

hay nako, marahil ay mas maigi kung titigilan ko na itong pagsusulat kong ito, maaga pa kami bukas, maglalaro pa ko ng badminton bukas [uuuy nagpapapayat] hahaha... [ay lagot, kala ko pa naman eh makakasulat ako ng isang entry na walang tawa. sayang world record na sana yon.] sige.

feeling: holy

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ang pagiging bored. *bow*

shinomori_misao8 opened her eyes at 12:27 AM on April 8, 2004.

to na naman ako, second edition ng aking definition of terms [upang makita ang nauna kong ginawa puntahan ito ]. ngayon nama'y mabalik tayo sa pagiging bored.

bored. ako ngayon. linchak na buhay yan, wala na namang magawa. sa mga panahong ika'y "bored" malamang ay ika'y nakatulala at di mapakali. 'di mo alam ang gagawin mo sapagkat wala ka na ngang magawa. ikaw ay patuloy na nag-iisip ko ano ang pwedeng pagdiskitahan. pinipilit intindihin kung bakit namumula na ang iyong mata sa kakatitig sa kompyuter at ang kung anu-ano pang bagay sa kawalan... at dahil wala ka na nga rin lang magawa, aliwin mo narin ang sarili mo at basahin to, siguraduhing ikaw na nga ay 'bored'.

~ mga sintomas ng pagiging 'bored' ~

masasabi mong ikaw ay bored kapag:
1. 'di mo malaman ang iyong gagawin.
2. patuloy kang naghahanap ng pwedeng magawa.
3. naghahanap ka ng mga walang katuturang sarbey na pwede mong sagutan at i-post sa friendster para naman may sakaling pumansin sayo at maalala ka.
4. nasa friendster ka at paulit-ulit na ni-rerefresh ang iyong page, nagbabakasakaling biglang may nakaalala sayo at nagbigay ng testi.
5. binabasa mo to ngayon dahil wala ka na talagang ibang mapagdiskitahan.
6. naghahanap ka ng pwedeng pagtripan.
7. paulit-ulit mong chinecheck ang cellphone mo kung may nagtext sayo upang mareplyan sila at sakaling magkaron ka ng kausap o 'di kaya'y paulit-ulit mong binabasa ang mga laman ng inbox at outbox mo upang masendan ang mga tao para may pumansin naman sayo kaso bigla mo nalang naalalang - wala ka namang load.
8. inis na inis ka na talaga sa lahat ng tao kasi di ka nila pinapansin.
9. nagpupupunta ka sa mga kawalanghyaang site at kumukuha ng samu't saring mga sarbey upang malaman kung anong kulay ka, anong klaseng inumin ka, talo ba kayo ng crush mo, at kung anu-ano pang kalokohan. [kalokohan man pero nakatutuwa nga rin namang sagutan. kasi nga wala kang magawa, not only did you learn something but also you were able to spend your time on something. o diba. nasayang mo na ang oras mong kanina'y di mo malaman kung papaano mo sasayangin.]
10. nagsusulat ka ng mga kalokohan tulad nito upang masayang ang oras mo.

kung ika'y nakakararanas ng isa o higit pa sa mga sintomas na naibigay, nako, matakot ka - ikaw ay 'bored' na. magsama-sama tayong mga 'bored'. kung ikaw ay nalolongkot at walang magawa, tumawag na sa 1-908-IMBORED. baka sakaling may sumagot sayo sa kabilang linya at magkaron ka pa ng kausap.

sa totoo lang, wala akong maibibigay na matinong solusyon dito, lalo na kung wala kang load [wala din ako eh.]. magbasa ka nalang dyan ng kung anu-ano pang bagay tulad nito - isang walang kwentang journal entry ng isang takas sa mental. o di kaya'y magliwaliw at magnilay-nilay sa kawalan. mambulabog ng kapitbahay. mambato ng kulangot. umilag sa paparating na mas malaking kulangot. mandiri at masuka sa ginawa mong kagaguhan. magpunas ng bibig. ngumata ng yelo. magmumog [tandaan: wag gamitin ang natunaw na yelo sa bibig, maaaring masyado itong malamig at mangilo ka pa - panibagong problema.]. uminom ng tubig [tandaan: wag inumin ang pinangmumog na tubig. mas maganda kung iba at mas bago ang gamitin para maging epektibo ang ginagawang paglilinis.] magpunas ng bibig. maligo. magpalit ng damit. matulog.

matulog. tama. palagay ko'y isa na yan sa pinakaepektibo at magandang solusyon sa pagiging 'bored'. baka sakaling tumangkad ka pa. kaysa magsulat ng mga bagay na ganito at magtatalak ng walang nakikinig sa'yo [isipin mo, pag ginawa mo un baka ipadala ka pa sa mental.] matulog ka nalang. imbis na maggrowee. libre ang pagpapatangkad. di ka na gagastos sa vitamins na pambata naman talaga.

hay, ang buhay 'bored'. wala ka talagang magawa.

feeling: bored. duh?

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at nang maobsess si joelle

shinomori_misao8 opened her eyes at 10:05 PM on April 11, 2004.

sa kasalukuyang mga oras ang baliw na nagngangalang 'joelle' ay di umano'y naobsess na naman sa isang lalaking bawal na bawal pag-interesan.

lagot. natipuhan niya ang kanyang 'tito'.
don't get me wrong though, this tito's just my age.
oo na, ano mang eksplanasyon ang gawin natin, kamag-anak mo pa rin siya.
kahit na! kung pinsan ko xa, 3rd cousin ko na xa! malayo-layo na rin yon...
tss... tito mo nga xa eh, hindi pinsan. parang mas masagwa kung tito diba. tsaka ang pwedeng ikasal, ung lampas ng 3rd degree no! di pwede yon... incest yon. holy week pa man din.. tamo, tuwing nakikita mo pa xa, sa mga religious activities... makonsensya ka!
eh gwapo eh...
e ano kung gwapo, marami pa namang gwapo dyan ah! magtyaga ka nalang sa iba... wag mong pagpantasyahan yon! yak! masama! nakakahiya...

tsktsk. linchak na family reunion yan. ang gwapo niya. lagot. patay. tapos tayo. maghanap nlng tayo ng ibang magiging... my precioussssssss...

feeling: disturbed

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me and my electronic loves

shinomori_misao8 opened her eyes at 04:39 PM on April 14, 2004.

Why must ideas come to you when you least expect it? Why do they come very untimely? Why, why, why… why is it that when we WANT to write we cannot write? Why is that inspiration sometimes comes in the least expected times or places? Why is it that I suddenly have to write this blog at half past midnight? The answer is simple, you cannot force yourself to write, writing comes to you. writing simply comes out of you. as we all know, writing is an outlet right? An outlet of our emotions. In the same way, writing and emotions are somewhat congruous don’t you think? Writing, as with emotions, is something you can’t control. You cannot tell yourself to simply write something and expect it to be good. Because writing, like emotions, comes naturally. You cannot tell yourself what to feel naman diba?

Love is like breathing, you cannot teach yourself how to do it, it comes naturally…

Same goes with writing. But how I wish our emotions could be as simple as writing. You know, when you commit a mistake in writing, you could simply erase it. Just hit the backspace key and it’s all gone. Unlike our emotions, we cannot erase them can we? It stays there. kung mawala man to, imposibleng walang matira.

Actually, these ideas I’m currently typing popped into my mind last night. Unfortunately, I was in the car and it was way past midnight and I already have to sleep. So I must say how I said these stuff last night were much better than how I am conveying it to you right now. bear with me. This is not as good as how it is supposed to be. Kagabi kasi feel na feel ko magsulat, ngayon, parang nawala eh. there are times when you feel this sudden surge of inspiration that you really have to write that idea down but unfortunately, you can’t or more irritatingly you don’t want to. Alam niyo yun, either di mo mahawakan yung pc o tinatamad kang magsulat. Simple. Sayang ung idea. Wala lang. Wasted. But we can’t do anything about that really. We can’t blame ourselves for that. Anyway, back to the topic.

Before I further blab unto nothingness about writing maybe I should just actually talk about what is supposed to be talked about. As the title suggests or more aptly, as the title states: “me and my electronic loves”, I am here to talk about – no, not my current obsessions [which are, as you all know the brand new cellphone n3660 and the new compact mp3 player] but my so-called crushes who were actually brought about by the very helpful advances in technology. No, they are not test tube babies, and no, they are not also some clones or some new robot [see: a.i.] – these two guys are maybe what we call ‘real’ crushes na minahal ko o natipuhan ko sa tulong ng mga kabaguhan ng ating panahon.

Let’s start with crush number one – or more aptly put, love interest #1. But before that, let me define to you what ‘real’ crushes are. ‘real’ crushes, as we see it, are those guys whom we REALLY like. Ung tipong infatuation mo. Di lang xa simply ‘crush’ kundi, infatuation. you actually really like him for who he is. Pero you are aware na di pa naman talaga ito love. Alam niyo un, ung tipong gusto mo xa di lang dahil gwapo xa kundi dahil mabait xa, gentleman, at matino kausap. Ung ganon. Kasi dba, ang crush, ung tipong parang gwapo lang xa, ung tipong pag nakikita mo sinasabi mo: “wow, ang gwapo talaga niya. Papa-ble papa.” Pero di ko namang sinasabing di ko yun sinasabi pag nakikita ko yung totoong crush ko.. ah basta. Siguro naman naintindihan niyo na.

Anyway, back to L.I. #1. L.I. #1 is your average guy – tall, dark, handsome, athlete [take note: varsity player tong labs kong to], has a devilishly good attitude, and does quite okay with studies. Well, okay, let’s admit, he’s not that average, maybe even close to perfect. San ka ba makakakita ng gwapong mabait? Ung gwapong sincere at okey talaga? Actually, at first, he was just this guy I met through chat, I talked to him originally because I thought he was some other guy I was crushing on. Pareho kasi pangalan nila. [read: I have a penchant for guys with that name, actually, with guys whose names start with that letter. Hahahaha and I prefer to disclose that name and letter to myself thank you very much – in fear that l.i.#2 might read this. as if. ] so I chatted with him, we talked about stuff and then after that it felt kinda different. It felt as if I was already crushing on him although I haven’t really seen OR met him. So I asked my friends about him, yeah they told me they knew him… pero pare, I tell you, when I saw HIM, iba talaga. When they said, “oo, siya nga yun.” I felt this tingle of excitement in me. Actually it was not just excitement, it was like a mix of happiness, excitement, anxiety, and – oh what’s the use of describing it. Cliched as it is but, I simply can’t describe how I felt the day I saw him. so this feeling went on for a while, went through a lot of different crushes pero in the end, siya pa rin talaga eh. This has already gone for 2 years now actually. Imagine, two years! Di nga kaya’t love na ito? Two years and counting I guess, unless I actually fall in love for love interest number two, who I’m going to talk about in a little while… so there, back to the question: ‘Di nga kaya’t love na ito?’. Well, I hardly can tell. I haven’t really actually TALKED to him, you know, like a real actual conversation. Yan ang hirap ngayon eh, dahil nga dito sa mga bagay na naipakilala sa atin ng panahon, naisasantabi na ang katotohanan. All we actually had were a mere exchange of ‘hi’s’ in the corridor, pleasant good mornings at the gate, and fortunately at times, which I think only happened once or twice in a span of two years – an actual ‘kamustahan’. Which I guess only lasted for a mere minute or two. But despite the lack of real communication, there’s still something different about this guy. He has this unique way of talking to me and making me feel special. As I went back and read the past conversations we had [yes, I have them all saved in my computer.], I can’t help but feel happy and a bit sentimental. Ayos din pala, ngayon ko lang narealize lahat ng sinasabi niya. Iba rin eh, he talked very sweetly. Although I’m not so sure kung ganon ba talaga siya sa mga babae o sakin lang… but there are times when I stop and think: ‘totoo bang lahat ng to? Parang… sana…’. Kasi, halimbawa nalang pag nagkakasalubong kami tapos may kasama ako, naghi-hi siya syempre. Pero, sakin lang. My companion jokingly complains: ‘bakit sayo lang? Bat parang wala ako don?’. Hmm… then there was this one time where he held his hand up ung parang sa posisyong ‘apir’ tapos nag-apir kami. Hahahaha wala lang, useless piece of information… but I didn’t want to wash my hands then.. hahaha… then there was a time where he put his hand on my head. Hay…. That felt oh so good. Parang di ko na ginusto magshampoo nun eh. Gusto ko nang magtatalon. Man. Feels damn good to reminisce. Although quite painful too. Because I know I might never see him again or ever actually tell him how I feel. Pero to think of it, siguro ok na rin ung ako na lang din ang nakakaalam. Pero feel ko rin naman alam na rin niya eh.. medyo obvious din naman kasi, with the help of my very trusty friends.hahaha… thankfully though, he hasn’t changed his attitude towards me at all. I guess I’m gonna miss all his ‘hi’s’ to me at school… when we cross paths at the stairs or at the canteen waiting for our food… guess it really is time to say goodbye, although reluctantly. And I guess, inappropriately.

Reluctantly, because I think it would be very hard to let go of someone who has been a great part of your life. Someone who was able to give you joy out of the simplest things – I tell you, VERY simple things, sobrang petty, ultimo ‘hi’ lang sa kin tuwing umaga gusto ko nang tumalon ng building eh. dagdagan pa niya ng ‘goodmorning joelle, aba, leche, buong buo na’ng araw ko at di na mapawi ang ngiti sa mga labi ko. Someone who made you happy. Someone who had made you feel special. Iba rin pala talaga siya… fact: I still have his message on my phone. Although isa nalang. [because I deleted the other one some time ago thinking I would be able to forget him just like that – and I am very regretful of what I did I tell you. bwiset] and as I said a while ago, I still have our chat conversations saved in my computer. Hay, grabe nga naman…

On the other hand, inappropriate, because I think there is no room for goodbye. We hardly had our hello. We hardly even talked tapos goodbye na kaagad. Imagine, two long years of feeling for him ng walang matinong komunikasyon. Never actually received anything from him really. Not a letter or a gift [not considering the online retreat letter he gave me which was very sweet albeit short.] but nevertheless, despite all these empty spots, I feel happy, just by simply having him in my life. His mere presence, or more apt – his mere existence, compensates for all the missing parts of our puzzle called love. Hay, never will I have him anyway. Guess I’ll just have to live with this incomplete puzzle and wait for that missing piece – which I’m guessing will never come to me. Yes, never will I have him. he was owned by someone else during my ‘falling’ for him. well actually, to tell the truth, I actually loved him way before they got together. Bago pa naging sila nung babaeng yon, crush ko na siya, mahal ko na siya. Mas matagal ko pa siyang naging crush kesa naging sila. Imagine, nagbreak pa sila ha. Kakabreak lang nila…oh and you know what really hurts… during his birthday, he introduced me to the girl. Grabe yon…hay… pero ok lang… cge na, matagal ko na rin naman silang tanggap…

Wow, in fairness ha, ang haba na rin pala ng nasulat ko. Grabe, iba na nga siguro talaga si – siya. Hehehe I guess I could rant about him for hours, that guy. Grabe. So now I suppose we should move on to love interest number two? Yes? okay.

L.I.#2. L.I.#2 is not really your average type of guy. He’ s a weird guy actually. Imagine, a guy who actually appreciates books. Ilan nalang yan ngayon. This guy, I met through text. Yeah, text. In fact, I was the one who texted him first. Me, being my daring old self. It was thanksgiving back then, November 26th I reckon. I was with my friend and I was checking out her phone, I saw his number and asked: “si ano ba to?” “sinong ano?” “si ano!” “ah si ano! OO siya yan!!!” [yes, the whole time we were referring to him as ‘ano’]. So I mustered up all my courage and texted a simple ‘hi!ü’ to him. luckily, he replied. Wow. [take note: I also texted L.I.#1 that night, I don’t know what had gotten into me that weird thanksgiving night.]. so the two of us texted, not knowing we could actually go this far. Hoy ha, we’re good friends now! before I thought we wouldn’t really get this close, considering the fact that we only met through text and I was the one who ignited our ‘meeting’. Feeling ko di kami magkakatalo, ako makulit, baka nga sobrang makulitan siya sakin. Pero tignan mo ngayon, ok kami. We’re really good friends. And I like it. I enjoy his company, kahit sa text lang. Not that we don’t talk at school, we talk at school sometimes. Pag nagkakasalubong kami, pinapalo ko siya or vice-versa. Okaya minsan, kurot naman – which brought forth his very audible ‘aray!’. Hahaha… and then there was a time he wet me with his drink. Leche, nabasa ako nun… un lang, pahi-hi lang, hello, minsan nag-uusap – which I really like. I appreciate him. ang sarap niya kausap, ang saya saya niya kausap. Laugh trip. Pero at the same time matino din. Mind you, I learn a lot from this guy. That’s another thing that I like about him – he’s very witty and smart. An intellectual I tell you. he’s very good in english – major turn on yan! Because there are loads of people nowadays na sobrang TH – trying hard. They try so much to be someone who they’re not. They exert so much effort in speaking english just so you’d think he’s smart. But you can obviously see that he’s just a mere trying hard. I like guys who speak english effortlessly. Ung tipong, english comes out of their system naturally. Ung hindi nila pinipilit mag-english para lang magpasikat. And that’s who L.I.#2 is. Not only is he attractive [yes, he is quite attractive too although he looks… young. Mukha pang totoy. Hehe] he actually has the brains and the personality. Admirable. What a nice guy. Actually he would make a good best friend. [read: BEST FRIEND not BOYfriend. Why? Read on…] the reason behind my labeling him as the ‘perfect best friend’ is the fact that I think he’s not yet ready for the thing we call love. He’s too young. Well, not really young, alam niyo un, ung parang di pa xa ung tipong manliligaw. Parang bata pa nga, immature pa ang dating, totoy nga. But I’m not saying he’s not mature ha, he’s very knowledgeable. So I suppose it would be proper if I wouldn’t really fantasize over him yet. Hay… pero he’s really nice ha…

Hay… I guess no one still could replace L.I.#1. Destiny. Ewan. I’m drained.

4 critiqued.

leche

shinomori_misao8 opened her eyes at 09:01 PM on April 18, 2004.

linchak talaga na buhay yan o. need i say more?

okay, so maybe i should say more and tell you why i am currently feeilng shitty. para naman maintindihan niyo ko diba.

okay, so the thing is, i was really looking forward to spending time with my friends this week but unfortunately this meeting we are supposed to have won't really push through. why? because turns out my other friend's parents aren't around so she can't leave for the sleepover.

oh happy day. ang saya saya no? grabe. todo na itech. ang saya. bwiset talaga. excited na excited pa naman ako. argh. comments? comments anyone? i'm fishing for comments... hehehe... kasi naman, i'm expecting one from someone. oh anyway, nevermind. what the heck. who cares. leche. linchak. makapaghanap na nga lang ng ipis na pwedeng patayin - ack, disgusting, can't even bring myself to look at a freaking cockroach, how the hell would i be able to kill one?!?!?! argh. don't mind me. just ignore me. this sucks. everything sucks. i wanna kill. leche!!! i am not the least amused. dammit. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

feeling: so devilishly angry

critique?

atheists anonymous

shinomori_misao8 opened her eyes at 03:12 PM on April 19, 2004.

no, no i'm not an atheist. i believe in God and am here ready to stand up for my faith. i believe and love God very much although lately i am getting quite disturbed and troubled after reading dan brown's 'the da vinci code'. have you read that book already?

i must say it's a very good book, very interesting, exciting and pulse-racing but i tell you, it's very blasphemous. blasphemous for it contrasts with our beliefs. tsktsk... arianism.

Arianism /A"ri*an*ism/ - the theological doctrine taught by Arius that Christ the Son was not consubstantial with God the Father.

Or more simply put...
"Jesus is the Son of Man but a man nonetheless..."

the book tells us of the true nature of the Holy Grail. that rather than it being an 'it', it is a 'she'. the book further relays to us what has been apparently hidden by the Church to us believers. information strictly kept from us for our own good. well, this is my first time reading stuff like this, unlike my friend who has already read alot about this said issue, that Jesus had a girlfriend - that is, in the personification of Mary Magdalene, and apparently also had a child named Sarah. the book opens to readers hidden meanings behind this abstract of ideas called art. art which has been freely used and may even be at your home right now. the most known and common among all - the last supper, which may be surely at your dining room in front of you even has subtle messages hidden in the painting. i am not to further disclose these information to you now... they might say i am a blasphemer, preaching the complete opposite of what must be really taught. but don't get me wrong though, i am not really PREACHing stuff to you right now like i believe it... i am just relaying stuff to you, i am just sharing some knowledge i have gained which i believe should not trouble you if your faith is strong. i still believe in God and i still love and respect Jesus. i do not believe in the stuff i have read although i admit it is quite disturbing and troubling sometimes.

there are times when me and my friend are talking and then suddenly we would talk about this - yeah it has often been a subject of our conversations since it is very intriguing i admit and quite juicy if you put it but both of us still believe and respect God and Jesus.

back to the book, nonetheless, it is still a good read. it will really get you thinking [oh believe me, i have been thinking alot. ] the puzzles were very good and interesting, most very hard to answer lalo na nga kung first time mong magbasa ng mga ganito. but i still guarantee fun and enjoyment when reading the book, there are alot of twists that you surely won't expect.

so go ahead, read the book if you dare... hehehe... can't wait to read angels and demons... dan brown is a master of smart thrills... haha... ang galing talaga, promise. kaya lang blasphemous nga... dapat talaga matatag ka... nakakaaliw rin naman ung libro, there are also parts that are quite amusing, there was a part where the protagonist Robert Langdon was talking about a book...

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"...I am talking about the bestseller of all time."
"Harry Potter?"
"No... the Bible."
"Oh..."
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and then there was another part where... not the exact words though, in the fullness of that 480++ page-book it will be quite hard to locate where these parts where...

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"...Sex is a divine practice, it is a divine ritual of talking to the gods..."
"Ah... so you're saying instead of going to Church, we should have sex more often?"
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"ah... chicks with dicks!"
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haha... wala lang... really liked those parts, dead funny... Langdon's sessions with his prison students were really amusing. anyway cge, i'm off. i'll leave with this quote which really bugged me...

the blind see what they want to see...

feeling: contemplative

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ang gastos ding mahilig sa mga pelikula...

shinomori_misao8 opened her eyes at 03:52 PM on April 19, 2004.

agree?

kasi ngayon iniisip ko kung gano kayang kalaking pera ang magagastos ko sa kapapanood ng sine eh halos every week yata ay may gusto akong panoorin.

#1] ngayon, sa april 21, showing na ang hellboy - isa na yan...
#2] school of rock - next week yan, april 28.
#3] van helsing - sometime in may... 5 ata...
#4] Troy - again, sometime in may, i think it's gonna be showing on the 7th or the 14th.. oh i'm not so sure. nakalimutan ko na ung mga sinabi ni mikhail eh, kumpleto pa naman un.. hehe
#5] Harry Potter: the Prisoner of Azkaban - but of course, the third installment of Harry Potter. must watch. it's gonna be everywhere on june 4 i think. oh curse my short-term memory, di ko na talaga matandaan...

see, halos every week i'd be in atc watching a movie. sandaang piso pa man din ang sine don. tapos i'm planning to buy the book 'angels and demons' pa... hmp.

baka may gustong manlibre jan.. hehehehe... hay nako, ang gastos ding magkaron ng isang hobby, or hilig. tignan mo, ako, sobrang mahilig ako sa mga pelikula, kahit ano makapasok lang ng sinehan at maaliw lang ang mga mata ko, mahilig din ako sa musika, basta maganda ok na... eh linchak, ang mamahal ng mga original cd's, vcd's at dvd's! ang gastos pang pumuntang sine at concert! eh pano kung maobsess ka pa dun sa napakinggan mo o napanood mo? o di syempre sugod ka sa magazine stand at maghahanap ng tungkol don... dagdag gastos pa. juice ko. ang hirap pa nmn ng buhay ngayon. mahirap ang daloy ng pera sa bulsa. sabihin mo, mahirap maging kuripot... hehehe nakakapika rin pag walang pera, walang gastos, walang enjoyment or fulfillment. hehehe...

sino'ng may sabing maigi at epektib ang retail therapy?! manghihinayang ka sa pera mo! oo, panandaliang matutuwa ka at mabibigyang saya pero maya-maya'y sasakit ang ulo mo.. ep ep, hindi lang ang ulo, pati ang bulsa!!! hay nako...

feeling: kuripot

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bwisit.

shinomori_misao8 opened her eyes at 12:41 AM on April 26, 2004.

i feel like sh*t. i feel so pessimistic and unwanted and unloved and uncared for. yuck, ang drama no? wala, mood swing, bwiset, nag-iinarte na naman ako, kasi feel ko parang wala lang dun sa mga kaibigan ko ung mga pangyayari kagabi na sobrang saya ko. haha..

hay ewan. bwisit. cge, next time ulit. linchak. baka kung ano pang masulat ko rito.

feeling: irked and pessimistic

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off to baguio

shinomori_misao8 opened her eyes at 12:20 AM on April 30, 2004.

wow, can't wait to leave the urban world of alabang... haaaaaaaay... few more hours to go and we're off to baguio! weeeeeeeee!!! yipee! haha... excited na kong maggala don at pumunta sa sm baguio! hahaha joke! un lang ung ipinunta eh no.. hay nako, hahaha... gusto ko na maggala don, ang init dito!!! hope it's a bit cooler up there, grabe init dito.. one time i left the butter on the table in the dining room.. pagbalik ko, tunaw na! walangya ang init! hahaha walalang share ko lang.. hay.. oh well, cge, i'd be gone for a couple of days, i'd be back in the 3rd of May i guess, we're going to La Union kasi after baguio.. sana may gwapo don. hahahaha! well, see ya'll soon!

feeling: excited

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