take my dreams away...
Entries for May, 2004May 4th, 2004
so now i'm back, from outer space...
shinomori_misao8 opened her eyes at 01:11 PM on May 4, 2004.
well, not really outer space, baguio lang naman. hehehe... i had fun there, we went to la union also, after baguio naman. so we spent 2 and a half days in baguio and 1 and a half day in la union. it was really fun there, lalo na sa la union, sarap magbeach pare. we went to lolo boy's resort there, ganda ng nagawa niya, kaso nga lang may mga asungot kaming kasabay don, feeling gwapo di naman. yuck ha. kadiri sila. ahehehe... andami kong biniling pasalubong, including miniature phalluses. ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha....  ang saya saya no? bat ba laganap ang mga ganon sa baguio? bakit? bakit? naalala ko tuloy ung sinulat ni bob ong sa paboritong libro ni hudas tungkol jan.. hahahaha laf3p.. hay nako, kainis pa friendster, bat ba laging nagloloko yon? linchak, di ko tuloy alam kung ginawan na nga ba akong testi ni m***e. hay nako. bwiset. ok lang, inadd na naman niya ko sa ym.. hahahahahaha!!! sana ginawan niya ko.. kukulitin ko yun.. cge, gagawa na muna ako ng mga evil schemes dito para mapansin niya ko. harharhar... cge, bye. hahahaha...
feeling: incomplete. [yak!]
May 7th, 2004
of white ladies and chips
shinomori_misao8 opened her eyes at 11:45 PM on May 7, 2004.
bakit kailangan nating kumain ng mga 'healthy' foods tulad ng mga gulay, prutas, at isda.. kung pwede naman tayo kumain ng mga chichirya na naturang vitamin enriched din at full of minerals?
tignan niyo ang clover chips, diba nakalagay 'enriched with vitamins and minerals'? ang mga ibang tsitsirya.. meron din naman ah? hay.. di hamak na mas masarap ang mga ito ha, kesa sa gulay.
hahaha... wala lang, napagtripan ko lang isipin.
eh ito, bakit nga ba walang 'white gentleman'? bakit puro white lady lang ang nag-eexist sa mundong ito? bakit tila ang mga monster ay laging lalaki? bakit kapag sexy ka, dapat tanga ka? [hehehe hindi naman, sa states lang... noooo! revenge of the blondes!!!]
so bakit nga ba ganun... bakit ang mga multong nakikita sa daan ng mga tao ay BABAE? tapos kapag aswang - maliban sa manananggal, eh lalaki naman? bakit? dahil ba mas troubled ang mga kababaihan at mas maraming unfinished business sa mundo kaya lagi itong nagliliwaliw sa kawalan habang ang mga lalaki ay mas makasalanan kaya sila'y pinarusahang magbuhay pangit?
ewan ko. nababaliw na ko. ang ganda kasi ng van helsing. grabe. and they say there's a sequel, another round of excitement, suspense, and scenes of hugh jackman oozing with sexiness. cool. game.
feeling: funny
May 8th, 2004
may bagong umagang parating... nga ba?
shinomori_misao8 opened her eyes at 10:14 PM on May 8, 2004.
sa darating na eleksyon, sino ang iboboto niyo?
sa mga boboto kay fpj, got nothing against you pero i really think you should think again.. pero di ko naman mababago isip niyo kung xa sa tingin niyo ang makakatulong at makakapagpabangon sa ating bayan. kung supporter kayo ng kandidato, wag niyo nlng basahin to.. hahahahha...
si fpj, bayan ang bida. bakit natin xa iboboto? bakit natin iboboto ang isang taong walang kaixpeixperiensya sa pulitika? naiinis ako dun sa commercial na 'top 10 reasons why i like fpj'... pano niyo nmn nalaman na honest siya? sincere? di plastic? artista pa man din.. friends ba kayo at nalaman niyong artista siya? onga, di madaldal.. di nga makapagsalita eh... linchak, naiinis ako sa mga commercial na yan. tsktsktsk... ano, gusto niyo na naman ba ng isa pang erap administration? pano niyo nalamang di siya kurakot eh di pa siya nakakahawak ng pera ng gobyerno? pano natin masasabing handa siyang ihandle ang mga problema at pressures ng pagkapangulo kung di man lang siya marunong magtimpi at napakaiksi ng pasensya nya? ewan ko ba.
'may bagong umagang paratiiiing...'
si gma, i must admit ok xa, pero the commercials *again* are killing me. naiinis ako dun sa commercial na si boy abunda ung nagsasalit.. "YAN SI GLORIA" nakakapika pa ung gloria rice na yan.. bakit? sa kanya ba un? kanin ng pilipinas yun... tsktsktsk...
'byahe na."
si ping naman... ok rin, actually, he'd make a good leader, he's very firm on what he wants and what he wants to happen.. ang problema lang sa kanya ay baka magmartial law na naman dito satin...
'kung si ping, kung si ping.. ang pangulo natin...'
si raul roco naman by far is my best bet... ang ganda ng mga pananaw niya for the country.. kaso mukhang di na aabot eh.. mamamatay na. [wag naman sana.]
'may bagong pilinas...'
si bro.eddie... actually, i never had a liking for him.. nung una ok, kasi makaDiyos, may pananaw.. kaso parang naplaplastikan ako sa kanya.. ewan ko lang.. pero.. ah ewan..
'panahon na.. bangon pilipinas. BANGON!'
kay eddie gil na nga lang tayo.. bibigyan pa raw tayo ng tig-iisang milyon...
naiinis naman ako dun sa mga botanteng boboto lamang sa isang kandidato para di manalo ung isa. ano nga ba tawag dun.. ung tipong dahil nangunguna si gma at fpj, kesa manalo si fpj eh si gma nalang iboboto niya para lamang di manalo si fpj kahit na si roco talaga ang tingin niyang makakatulong sa atin... use the power of one vote. malay mo it can make a difference. kung di lang matatakot bumoto at sumoporta ang mga tao, baka sakaling manalo pa un ngang underdog na sinusuportahan nila...
ewan ko. di pa naman ako botante. bahala na. magdasal nlng tayo.
feeling: dizzy
May 9th, 2004
what dreams may come
shinomori_misao8 opened her eyes at 02:07 PM on May 9, 2004.
well, i actually don't know. i don't know what's the use of dreaming on and thinking of that guy who doesn't really know you're there. i mean, yeah he knows me, he's my friend [cguro].. but will he ever see me as a girl, a girl that he could love and be happy with?
as i stare at the picture of the man of my dreams, i can't help but feel sad and weary. sad because i may never see him again because he's already left school, wala na, di man lang ako nakapagpaalam... weary because i'm tired, tired of waiting, tired of hoping, tired of believing... lately, i've been feeling very tired and all, wala na eh, ayoko na, alam ko namang walang pag-asa... parang naisip ko, 'ang tanga mo, tagal mong pinagpantasyahan yang lalaking yan, may pag-asa... ano yun, di ka naman gusto niyan eh! di kayo talo!'... i had this sudden spark of hope when he and his girlfriend broke up, langya, wala rin pala, ngayon may ka-date na xa uli. walangya yun, naunahan na naman ako. kala ko pa naman may pag-asa... wala pala. naghintay at umasa na naman ako sa wala. tsktsktsk...
he is the epitome of what i really want.
despite of all this sadness i experience, i don't know why i still like him. [take note, like ha.. i don't wanna go into this even bigger thing called love.. people say he's my first love.. imagine 2 years na rin... pero ewan ko..] my liking for him... an enigma i may never really understand.
ang lungkot. ewan ko ba. bahala na talaga.
he went online last night, nag-hi ako, nangamusta xa.. tapos naglogout. walangya naman...
i don't really know anymore. oh well.
hearing: come in out of the rain
feeling: lonely
May 11th, 2004
dammit.
shinomori_misao8 opened her eyes at 04:50 PM on May 11, 2004.
i cannot believe this. this is worst thing that has ever happened to my life - okay, not really the worst of all pero, it's really bad...
some may find my dilemma a bit shallow and all... argh. but, i'm really pissed because of the fact that in my last year in high school, i am put in a section where my friends aren't in. lintek.
more of them were put in generosity, the remainder went to loyalty, tapos ako mag-isa, napunta sa availability. lintik, ano gagawin ko dun? ako lang mag-isa. and i thought i'd be able to finally 'BOND' with them and have fun.. but no, no, they put me in solitude in the section i really didn't want to be in [i am afraid that the adviser of the section is my most hated one]... haaaaaaaaaaaay... isa na namang problemang kinakailangan kong harapin sa darating na schoolyear.
last year, i was strayed off again in a section without my 'kaberks' [yuck ha, loko loko lang yang tawagan namin pero di nmn tlga gnyan...] but atleast i found some new friends and my soul sister was there. andun naman ung parang bespren ko na hindi ko kaberks.. ah ewan.. pero ngayon naman, wala, wala ni isa. nada. nil. zilch. wala. as in wala talaga. puro boy bud na di ko nmn tlga kaclose. ano yooooon... haaaaaaaaaay...
sana naman meron ding matinong kaklase kahit papano.. i hope i'd do well in that section. oh Lord naman, a little help.. please?
feeling: like crying
*sigh* boy, do i feel damn lonely...
shinomori_misao8 opened her eyes at 05:22 PM on May 11, 2004.
 Loneliness dominates you. You can hide it well, but its there, and your friends can see it. You constantly feel alone, and need to do things to fill your time. You're afraid to tell people this, but sooner or later it gets out in a bad way, and you think you screwed up everything. And the time when you are in love is the time when you are sad the most. (Please Vote)
What Emotion Dominates you? brought to you by Quizilla
the truth hurts. [ha!] ewan ko.. well i am lonely right now.. and i often feel lonely and want to be appreciated... ewan.. got this from dapithapon btw... haaaaaaaay... buhay lonely. hehe
feeling: lonely and sad...
aba, sosyal ang loka.
shinomori_misao8 opened her eyes at 09:33 PM on May 11, 2004.
 High elf: You're what most people think of when they think "elf" but you're just not THAT simple. You're taller than most elves, but not by much, you are thin as a river reed you're known for your light skin, bright eyes, and flooring beauty. You are gifted in music and the arts and have real appreciation for beauty, even in everyday things.
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aba, sosyal, high elf ang loka. tsktsk. gwapo ni legolas. ako lang naglagay nung pic.. walang pic ung quiz.. natuwa naman ako sa mga quiz.. pang-ilan ko na to ngayon.. *sigh*
feeling: lonely still
May 13th, 2004
great.
shinomori_misao8 opened her eyes at 04:10 PM on May 13, 2004.
this is really irritating. i cannot believe i actually cried again a while ago. i think i'm becoming a bit too emotional.. or worse, i'm becoming emotionally unstable. tsktsk. mentally unstable na nga eh. hahaha  anyway... i'm really disappointed right now because i was looking forward to watching troy with my best boy bud tomorrow.. kaso di naman ako pinayagan ng parents ko. great. they just don't understand. they said: "what would people think? seeing both of you there? a boy and a girl? sasama tingin sayo nyan!".. *sigh* i know, i know it's not really filipino-like to go out - boys and girls that is.. pero, hello? don't you think it's about time to grow up and open our eyes and minds? why do we have to give so much meaning to stuff? why is it that everytime a boy and a girl is involved, there's always malice attached to it? eh ano bang magagawa natin kung best friends kami.. bawal ba? is there a written rule that forbids boys and girls to be just friends? bakit ba? being with a guy doesn't necessarily mean that you could or would be more than friends. ano ba?
and i thought my mom would understand me.. but no, she was even the first one to say "NO"... tsk. buhay babae. pero bet ko pag lalaki ako, pinayagan na ko agad. hmp. anyway.. the mosquitoes here are killing me. pagpiyestahan ba naman daw ako. juice ko, wala na nga akong kalaman-laman eh tinetepok pa ko. tsktsk... nangangati na ko... grrrrrrrrr... die mosquitoes! die!!!
feeling: gloomy
May 17th, 2004
ang higanteng lumot. *bow*
shinomori_misao8 opened her eyes at 10:56 AM on May 17, 2004.
nagovernight kami sa talisay nung saturday-sunday.. ang ganda pala doon, kitang kita ang taal. [xmpre] hehe.. nagtampisaw kami doon sa taal lake pagdating.. ehem.. hehe ang sarap nung tubig, lalo na nung umaga, ang lamig! grabe.. mainit nga lang ung araw.. pero anyway, okey sana magswimming don, ang sarap nung alon.. kaso nga lang, sa dami ng lumot eh halos kulay berde na ang tubig. madami tlga, at malalaki.. kung nakita niyo lang, kumpol kumpol sila, kadiri.. pagnilublob mo ung paa mo, pagtaas mo may nakabalot nang lumot tiyak sa paa mo. hinihigop nila ung paa mo eh tsktsktsk. yuck. pag ulo mo naman nilublob mo okaya buong katawan mo, tiyak, mukha ka nang rockstar pagtaas mo sapagkat berde na ang buhok mo at may mga tattoo ka pang kulay berde. astig no?
tsaka mabato din doon, masakit sa paa pag umapak ka, para nga akong nagpafootspa sa dami ng batong naapakan ko. pwede ka nga ring mag-ala marina o dugong don.. hmm.. hahahah yuck..
ang ganda sana panoorin ng sunset don, kaso natatakpan naman ng bundok, so sabi namin, sunrise nalang. eh walangya, nagising ako wala pang araw.. kaso nang bumangon ako sa hinihigaan ko, nasa taas na araw. tinamad kasi ako bumangon, ang lamig! [nakatapat kasi samin ung electric fan..]
tapos un, nagenjoy naman kami, marami akong napulot na shell at tulya. hahaha... nagvideoke nga kami nung gabi, kapagod. nagpakaloka kami ron..  kaya nga lang, may kj na bata don na sobrang nakakainis! kiLL! kiLL!
nung nagpuyat nga kami [1am na kami natulog] tumikim pa kami ng fundador [kaya siguro di ako nakabangon agad. haha] kadiri, di siya masarap.. eeeww...  pero ang sarap nung kapeng barakong ininom namin nung umaga. grabe ha, first time kong nasarapan sa kape. di naman kasi ako coffeedrinker eh.. basta masarap siya.. mm... siete barakos ung brand nung coffee.. [uy, nagplug] hehehahahah... haay...
hearing: the reason by hoobastank
reading: angels and demons
feeling: melancholy
May 19th, 2004
wala.
shinomori_misao8 opened her eyes at 11:33 AM on May 19, 2004.
wala. i seem to be filled with limitless incoherent thoughts that i can't organize.
di ko lam kung anong gagawin ko. parang strained na strained ang utak ko para maayos schedule ko. gusto ko kasi sumama dun sa lessons echas sa badminton nung pinsan ko, tapos eh di ko naman maisip kung anong oras, kelan, pano.. ewan ko, ka-simpleng bagay eh..
ewan ko, naiinis ako sa mga tao. naiinis ako sa mga kaibigan ko kasi parang wala clang pake. ung isa, kinaiinisan ko tlga kasi pag kami gumagawa ng lakad nung isa kong kaibigan, di xa sumasama.. alam niyo un, parang laging di natutuloy pag kami gumagawa ng lakad.. pero pag siya gumawa, kailangan matuloy...
naiinis tlga ako.
lss pa ko sa hanep na kanta ng jaboom twins...
'sumusunood... sa galaw mo.. sumusunood.. sa galaw mo..'
*sabay hagis ng buhok*
sabay tayo kumanta at sumayaw kasumi... hahaha...
grabe! ayoko na!
hearing: sumusunod... sa galaw mo...
reading: angels and demons
feeling: apathetic
May 20th, 2004
kantahan tayo!
shinomori_misao8 opened her eyes at 09:32 AM on May 20, 2004 and posted a favorite post.
here is a selection of songs i really love at the moment.. hahahaha enjoy reading.. err.. singing them rather. haha...
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t h e r e a s o n
hoobastank
i'm not a perfect person,
there's many things i wish i didn't do
but i continue learning.
i never meant to do those things to you
and so i have to say before i go,
that i just want you to know
i've found out a reason for me,
to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new,
and the reason is you
i'm sorry that i hurt you,
it's something i must live with everyday
and all the pain i put you through,
i wish that i could take it all away
and be the one who catches all your tears,
thats why i need you to hear
i've found a reason for me,
to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new,
and the reason is you,
and the reason is you
and the reason is you
and the reason is you
I'm not a perfect person,
i never meant to do those things to you
and so i have to say before i go
that i just want you to know
i found a reason for me
to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new,
and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show,
a side of me you didn't know
a reason for all that i do,
and the reason is you
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w a i t i n g i n v a i n
m.y.m.p
From the very first time I rest my eyes on you boy
My heart said follow through but I know now
That I'm way down on your line
But the waiting feeling's fine
So don't treat me like a puppet on a string
Because I know how to do my thing
Don't talk to me as if you think I'm dumb
I wanna know when you're gotta come,you see
*I don't wanna wait in a vain for your love
I don't wanna wait in a vain for your love
I don't wanna wait in a vain for your love
I don't wanna wait in a vain for your love
'Cause summer is here
And I'm still waiting there
Winter is here
I'm still waiting there
Like I said
It's been three years since I'm knocking on your door
And still I can knock some more
Ooh boy,ooh boy,is it crazy love,I wanna know now
For I to knock some more,you see
In life I know
That there is lots of grief
But your love is my relief
Tears in my eyes burn
Tears in my eyes burn
While I'm waitin'
While I'm waitin' for my turn,you see
No i, no i, i don't wanna wait in vain
no i, no i, i don't wanna wait in vain
no no no i, no i, i don't wanna wait in vain
it's your love that i'm waiting on
it's my love that you're running from
it's your love that i'm waiting on
it's my love that you're running from
repeat *
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a l i t t l e b i t
m.y.m.p.
I was kinda hesitant to tell you
Should I let you know
I was never really like this before
Need I say more
*Or maybe I'm confused when you are near me
I don't know what to do or I should be
There's only one thing in my mind
That's you and me
CHORUS
I'm a little bit of crazy
I'm a little bit of a fool
I'm a little bit of lonely
I'm a little bit of all
Oh, I need a cure
Just a little bit of you
And I will fall
I'm always on the run to see you
Would you allow me to
It wasn't my attention to hurt you
This feeling is true
repeat *, chorus
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e v e r y l i t t l e t h i n g ( h e d o e s i s m a g i c)
m.y.m.p.
Though I tried before to tell him
All the feelings I have for him in my heart
Every time that I come near him
I just lose my nerve as I've done from the start
CHORUS
('Cause) Every little thing he does is magic
Every thing he does just turns me on
Even though my life before was tragic
Now I know my love for him goes on
Do I have to tell a story
Of the thousand rainy days since we first met
It's a big enough umbrella
But it's always me who ends up getting wet
[Repeat CHORUS]
BRIDGE
I resolve to call him up
A thousand times a day
And ask him if he'll marry me
In some old fashioned way
But my silent fears have gripped me
Long before I reached the phone
Long before my tongue has stripped me
Must I always be alone
Every little thing
Every little thing he does
Every little thing he does is magic, magic, magic
Every little thing
Every little thing he does
Every little thing he does is magic, magic, magic
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t i b o k n g p u s o
m.y.m.p.
Kung sinabi mo noon
ako'y iyong mahal
'Di sana ay tayo na ang nagkatuluyan
Nang sinabi ko noon,
ikaw ang mahal ko
Ito'y tapat at may dalang walang hanggang pangako
*Ngunit 'di nagkatotoo,
may iba kang nakita
Kaya't nakapagtataka,
ba't ako'y hinahanap mo pa
Kung tayo'y magkikitang muli,
pwedeng magtanong sa 'yo
Ang tibok ba ng puso mo'y nagbago
Kung sinabi mo noon,
ika'y may pagtingin
'Di sana ay wala nang makapaghadlang sa atin
Nang sinabi ko noon,
ikaw lang ang mahal
Ang nasa isip ko, ito ay magtatagal
repeat *
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m i s s y o u
Miss you...
Everyday and every night
This feeling I fight, try as I might
But I won't win, I surrender, I'd die
You are winning here alright
Every morning when the sun would shine on me
I'd flash a smile but deep inside
I feel so sad and lonely
I need you here and now
*I miss you
It's crazy to pretend that I don't think of you
The more this feeling just seems to grow and grow
I miss you (I miss you)
Oh how much longer can I hold on to
Maybe you can come and tell me that you miss me too
Miss you...
all I want is for this love to last forever
You walked away, never came back, oh, I tried to recover
I can't bear it, boy, alright
When I hear a song that we had used to share
I'll try as i might to hide the tears,
and when the pain is over
I'll wish that you are near
Miss you...
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hindi rin siya puro m.y.m.p no.. hehehe... wala lang, maganda album nila eh. [ay nagplug na naman..]
anyway, sana nag-enjoy kayo jan sa mga nilagay ko.. yan kasi ang aking mga paboritong kanta at the moment.. aside from, ofcourse, the infamous.. 'sumusunoooood sa galaw mo...' hahahaha
anyway, magbabadminton kami mamaya, papapayat.. hahahaha
yehey! makakanood na uli ako ng chobits bukas! hahaha...
hearing: huwag nalang kaya - true faith
reading: angels and demons pa rin
feeling: excited
May 21st, 2004
huwaw! bagong kotse!
shinomori_misao8 opened her eyes at 08:29 PM on May 21, 2004.
tuwang tuwa ako kanina pagdating nina daddy kasi dala na nila ung bagong kotse namin. maganda siya in fairness, kahit mas maliit siya dun sa dati naming kotse. high-tech ung driver's seat. hahahaha.. honda accord nga pala ung bagong kotse, kulay talong. hehe
excited na nga akong i-drive ung kotse. para makapagpraktis naman akong magdrive.. next year cguro kukuha na ko ng student's permit. hehe
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nakakapagod ung badminton namin kahapon, usually kasi every tuesday and thursday nagbabadminton kaming magpipinsan for one hour.. eh di natuloy lakad namin so naghanap ako ng ibang kalaro, ung mga kaibigan ko sa skul. hehe di ko naman inexpect na tatlong oras kami maglalaro. pinagsamantalahan kasi namin ung 'play all you can' na promo nila. so sinagad na namin hanggang sa oras na pwede/applicable pa dun sa promo nilang un.
in fairness, nagiimprove na naman akong maglaro. meron nga lang paring mga oras na naduduling ako at nauuna ang tira kesa sa shuttlecock.  ang saya. hehe tapos minsan naa-out ung shuttlecock. hahah pero ok lang naman.. tawanan lang naman kami ng tawanan don.. haha
so ayan, magbabadminton pa naman sana kaming magkapatid ngayon, eh kaso, ang sakit sakit ng katawan ko. sobra. sobra talaga. ang hirap maglakad, nananakit ang mga muscles ko. hahaha...
ang dami kong tubig na nailabas sa katawan ko kahapon. grabe ang pawis namin don. sobra. nakakadehydrate. tatlong oras ba naman ikaw magbadminton...
may trainer pa kaming ni-hire kahapon, walangya, mas maliit pa samin eh. actually, kamukha nga niya si manny pacquiao. may mga exercise at stretching pa kami bipor en apter, aba, professional. sabi nga namin, baka naman pamboxing lang un, kamukha nga niya kasi si manny pacquiao.. hehehehehe
pero ok lang, isang oras lang naman namin sya kasama, aba, mahal, demanding, 150 per head per hour.
speaking of manny pacquiao... naiinis ako, nadaya tayo don.. hndi.. hindi daya.. LUTO!!! grabe talaga! alam kong matagal na yung laban pero.. hanggang ngayon naiinis parin ako.. ano, 4 na bagsak na eh, DRAW! DRAW?!?! pano!!! walangya yan...
nga pala, natanggal na pala si jasmine trias sa american idol.. sayang, nasa top3 narin siya o.. sayang talaga. pero atleast parin diba.. she got that far.  sana nga manalo si diana degarmo.. ayoko kay fantasia eh.. hehehehhe
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kakatapos ko nga lang palang basahin ung angels and demons.. maganda rin naman siya as a whole, very educational [ kasi ung mga sinasabi ng mga 'elders' don ay may kapupulutan ring aral ukol sa siyensiya at relihiyon] , exciting siya at sobrang fast paced. marami ring twists na talagang ikakagulat mo.
maganda siya, pero mas nagustuhan ko ang the da vinci code, mas marami kasing mga interesting revelations ekekek.. maganda rin. hehehe maraming mga secrets na ikagugulat mo rin.
can't wait for the next langdon novel..
isang tanong nga lang ang nilalaman ng isip ko ngayon.. ano'ng nangyari kay vittoria? bakit sila naghiwalay ni langdon? bakit sa da vinci code ay may sophie na si langdon? pano na c vittoria?
hehe sa mga nakabasa na.. i'm not so sure if i missed that tiny bit of information about in 'the da vinci code'.. pero ewan ko. hehehe
feeling: absolutely tired
May 23rd, 2004
nahihilo ako... hmm...
shinomori_misao8 opened her eyes at 05:09 PM on May 23, 2004.
nandito ako ngayon sa isang computer shop kung saan ako'y nagrerent at nagiinternet [duh, ano pa kaya gagawin ko rito, maglalaba?] ewan ko, pero nahihilo ako. di siguro sanay, lagi kasi ako sa bahay nag-iinternet, sinamahan ko lang ang mga pinsan ko. hehehe
anyway, nababagot ako sapagkat di parin pala ako makatatanggap ng bagong selpown. ang balak kasi, sakin mapupunta ung fone na libre sa line ni daddy, may cell naman daw pa kasi siya, tsaka kailangan na talagang paltan ung selpon ko sapagkat ito'y bulok na. hehehe
my cellphone is already nearing extinction. nananakot pa. bigla bigla nalang mamamatay. minsan pa biglang mawawalan ng signal. o kaya'y di tumutunog o nagvivibrate. hay nako. nararapat na talagang paltan.
nahihilo na talaga ako, hindi ko alam kung bakit. siguro dahil sa upuan na inuupuan ko na walang tigil sa kakangitngit. pasayaw sayaw.. sumusunod sa galaw ko.. hahaha...
aaaaah.. ayoko na. nahihilo na talaga ako. pero for some reason, i can't seem to take my eyes off the pc.. it seems to me i'm ... hypnotized.
hehe oa eh no..
walangya dumi ng mousepad dto, may mga maliit na kung ano anong nasasagi ng kamay ko bawat galaw ko ng mouse. linchak. punyemas tlga yang friendster na yan. hay nako.
add niyo naman ako o, mga friendster. hahahahaha.. yak..  di nga, seryoso, add niyo ko. haha
->> shinomori_misao8@yahoo.com <<-
cge na.  salamat!
hahaha... senxa na kayo ah.. hmm.. baka gusto niyo, bigyan niyo na rin ako ng testi.. hahahahahahaha! [okay, i'm pushing it..  ]
salamat ha! ahahahaha!
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ah yes.. i remembered.. we watched shrek 2 yesterday.. well, last night to be more exact.. hehe it was a really good movie and i really enjoyed it. it was sooo hilarious.
natatawa ako dun sa mga spoof.. sobra.. nakakatawa talga lahat.. as in cguro walang nagdaang scene na hindi ako natawa. hahaha..
nakakatawa tlga eh.. kaya you must watch it, mag-eenjoy ka talaga, sobra. may pagkasweet din xa, although i never really liked the idea of two ogres kissing each other. hehehe...
ahh.. my head aches so much. hehehehehehehe *sigh*
feeling: dizzy
May 24th, 2004
grr.
shinomori_misao8 opened her eyes at 10:43 PM on May 24, 2004.
napupuno na ko dito sa computer na to. palibhasa luma na. dapat na kasing paltan to eh.
walangya talaga, pangatlong beses ko nang inuulit tong entry na to kasi ILLEGAL OPERATION nang illegal operation ung linchak na explorer na yan. WALANGYA TALAGA.
naiinis ako sa ganon, ung tipong ang saya saya mo, nagsusurf ka, nagttype ka [tulad dito...] tapos bigla nalang lalabas ung lintik na box na nakalagay: "your program has performed an illegal operation... ekekekekeke.. please contact the blablablabla..." lintik talaga, nawawala lahat ng pinaggagagawa mo. parang inaasar ka lang talaga nung computer. parang biglang wala lang, natripan lang niya na asarin ka.. tipong.. "op! teka muna! burahin ko muna lahat ng pinaggagagawa mo! asarin muna kita! mwahahahaha! sisirain ko muna lahat ng ginagawa mo kanina para magsimula ka uli sa wala! mwahahahahaha! ang saya saya no?  "  walangya yan. di na nakakatuwa.
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eto, basahin niyo, kakakuha ko lang kay enigmaticbleu... napakagandang deskripsyon sa... love.
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" Have you even been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...
You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like "maybe we should just be friends" or "how very perceptive" turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love. "
In Sandman: The Kindly Ones by Neil Gaiman
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flawlessly written. impeccable choice of words. couldn't agree more.
so that's the sandman chronicles by neil gaiman.. perhaps i should check it out sometime... hmm... because my friend has been telling me all about it for some time now.. siguro nga maganda...
feeling: aggravated
May 25th, 2004
quiz ahoy. [?]
shinomori_misao8 opened her eyes at 11:44 AM on May 25, 2004.
nagtake na naman ako ng mga quiz kanina na nakuha ko kay dapithapon.. hehehe ang saya ng mga resulta in fairness. hehehe
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 Your champion is Achilles, the finest fighter in all the Greek force, in all the known world of the time. He fights for no banner, and defy all who carry them, with the exception of Odysseus, who is a king, but not an idiot. You need no flags, you seek only your own immortality, but you have much to learn yet if you wish to be both remembered and loved. There must be more to a man than his ability to kill. But you cannot discover this on your own. Fortunately there are ample teachers in the far country of Troy. You love only a few, but you love them fiercely. And you will love Bresias, or one like her. She possesses a faith, peace, things which you know nothing about, and yet still a strength similar to your own, but with far less pride. All this will intrigue you, and then you will learn what you must before the end. But please don't get shot. Please? Wear heel armor. If that's going to be your weakness, then for the gods' sakes wear some bloody armor! You are a man, and a man will be flawed, and yet through your deeds you will be accorded the honor of being remembered as a man, and your name will never be forgotten.
The Day There Truly Were a Lot of Fish in the Sea: Select Your Champion of Troy brought to you by Quizilla
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 Pirates of the Caribbean!
What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!) brought to you by Quizilla
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ooh.. achilles.. hehehe  aba'y may pagkapirata pala ako.. hm.. pwde rin.. dahil gumagawa ako ng mga cd.. na.. hehehe wag na baka mahuli pa ko. hahaha!  di naman ilegal, nagbuburn lng ako ng mga cd para sa tao. .pero xmpre may bayad.
feeling: funny
May 28th, 2004
saya saya.
shinomori_misao8 opened her eyes at 04:30 PM on May 28, 2004.
sino ba si pete? sino si pete na laging inaalala ng mga kaibigan nating mga kano? sino siya na laging isinaaalang-alang ang kanyang kapakanan?
teka, di niyo gets? basahin niyo to.
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John: What are you doing?
Jenny: (changing a light bulb) Changing the friggin' light bulb for Pete's sake!
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o, gets niyo na? hahaha.. wala lang. naisip ko lang.
pero sabi nila, nag-originate daw iyon kay sa mga friar noon.. sinasabi daw nila 'For Saint Peter's Sake.' hanggang sa naging 'for Pete's sake' nalang. o diba, educational?
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dumako naman tayo ngayon sa laro ng lakers at timberwolves kanina. hehehe, walang kupas parin talaga si kobe, ang ayaw ko lang sa kanya, saksakan siya ng yabang. walangya yan. lahat naman ata ng magaling eh mayabang, si reggie miller [na idol na idol ko pagdating sa mga 3-pointers] at un nga, si kobe bryant.. well di naman tlaga lahat, mejo lang. hehehe si shaq naman, magaling din in a way, dinadaan sa laki eh. matakot ka, braso palang nun pisat ka na.  nakakatawa nga si malone kanina, matanda na kasi eh, nung dinunk eh di pa shumoot ang bola. ang linis pa naman nung tirang yon, walang katao tao, it's just him, the ball, and the ring. guess what? tumalbog ung bola. hay, pagpasensyahan, matanda na eh.
naalala ko tuloy ang aking peyborit na si wally szczerbiak [carefully spelled yan], crush na crush ko un, kagwapo, katangkad, kagaling. aba'y hanep ata yan, lalo na pagdating sa freethrow line. kanina nga, nakatatlong technical fouls ang lakers, siya lahat ang tumira. haha kagaling, walang sablay. grabe. hehehe... pero syempre, lakers parin ako.  dami ngang artista dun kanina, andun si justin timberlake  , si usher [yeah!], si jack nicholson  ... un lang ung nakita ko kanina eh, pero dati andun pa ung aking isa pang crush na si edward norton na walang humpay sa galing umarte at ang kanyang gerlpren na si salma hayek na naging dahilan ng pagkabawas na gusto ko kay edward norton.
balik tayo kay wally szczerbiak.. tignan niyo piktyur niya, grabe, pamatay, killer smile! hahaha!  gwapo rin niya kapag naka-cap...  kaso nalaman ko kaninang.. may asawa't na siya.  hehehe... haay.. oh well. hahahaha.
eto ung nakacap siya...
hehehe...
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ang ganda ng kantang to...
just my imagination
gwyneth paltrow and babyface
Each day through my window, I watch him as he passes by
I say to myself, I'm so lucky he's so fly
To have a boy like him is truly a dream come true
Out of all the girlies in the world he belongs to you
But it was just my imagination
Running away with me
Tell you it was just my imagination
Running away with me
Soon we'll be married and raise a family (oh yeah)
Have a cozy little crib in the country with two children maybe three
I tell you I can visualize it all baby
It couldn't be a dream cause too real it all seems, oohh
But it was just my imagination (once again yeah)
Running away with me (running away with me)
Tell you it was just my imagination
Running away with me (away with me yeah)
Everynight on my knees I pray, dear lord hear my plea yea
Don't ever let another take his love from me or I will surely die
Heavenly (heavenly) when your arms unfold me, I hear the tender upsity
But in reality, he doesn't even know me
But it was just my imagination (ohh, so fly look out my window)
Running away with me (it's running away with me baby)
Just my imagination (running away)
Running away with me (my baby, my sugar, my sweetie, look at my baby)
Just my imagination (ohh, soo fly look out my window)
Running away with me (it's running away with me)
Just my imagination (yeeaaaa)
Running away with me (my baby, my sugar, my sweetie, look at my baby)
Just my imagination (ohh, soo fly look out my window)
Running away with me (it's running away with me)
Just my imagination...
hearing: just my imagination. hehe
feeling: obsessed with szczerbiak
May 31st, 2004
at nanalo ang pistons.
shinomori_misao8 opened her eyes at 03:52 PM on May 31, 2004.
nakakainis talaga, pinanood ko pa naman ung laban kanina, kala ko may homecourt advantage pa ang pacers. walangya talaga. ntalo pa cla ng pistons don!!! ang laki pa ng lamang!!!
grr.. at bilib na bilib pa naman ako kay reggie miller. aba, 5 points lang ata ung nascore niya sa laro. palibhasa matanda na kasi.
pano na yan, sa detroit ang susunod na laro.. eh di malamang detroit na nga'ng mananalo. pfft.
nagpatalo nga pala'ng lakers nung sunday.. tingin ko. hahaha para dun sila sa homecourt mananalo. hay. kayabangan talaga. sayang nga eh, di ko napanood ung laro kahapon, di ko nakita si wally szczerbiak. [ang hirap talaga ispell. haha  ]
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nakakainis, ngayon pa ko tinamaan ng sakit. nilalagnat ako. walangya talaga. magsscary movie marathon pa naman sana kami ng kaibigan ko bukas. linchak talaga. kapag minalas ka nga naman.
hearing: byahe tayo! ¬_¬
feeling: agitated
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