hrmm...

shinomori_misao8 opened her eyes at 02:40 PM on December 3, 2004.

eto, nakiloko naman ako sa usong-usong soulmate-an. bwahahaha... uso to ngayon eh, ewan ko ba kung bakit. ah bsta, tignan niyo. hahaha! [note: some names are not disclosed due to unknown reasons issue!!]

1 - 33 ü

1. Bea - best friend [true ]
2. Paola - close friend
3. Madz - forever friend
4. Arn - needs me
5. **** - future boyfriend [bwahahahaha! oh cmon! lam niyo ba.. future girlfriend niya ko! talk about destiny.. ]
6. Bas - special someone
7. Tere - close friend
8. Mai - gimmick friend
9. Mara - true friend
10. **** - loves me
11. *shooter* - not for me [bwahahaha! not for me.. cge na nga.. bata kasi eh..mahirap magchild abuse. baka mabantay bata pa ko. 'no pakner? sister in law!!! ]
12. Johann - dies for me [aaawww...]
13. Gia - forever friend
14. Tenten - knows me well
15. Sane - will be my enemy
16. Ann - kaagaw [aba! hahahaha!]
17. 3
18. 8
19. **** - destiny [aba'y destiny talaga.]
20. Bea - close friend
21. Sane - we will forget each other [hala!]
22. Mikhail - lucky charm
23. *butterfly* - cares for me [bwahahahaha! tenten! NGITI!!! ]
24. Friend of mine - song for all
25. Because of you - song for # 19
26. Crazy for you - song for myself
27. Jeepney - song for #5
28. WISH
29. Mel - stays for me
30. Gatchi - will hurt me
31. ***** - soulmate [hrmmm...]
32. **** - loves me [uy! second time na lumabas xa sa 'loves me'.. ano yun.. ibig sabihin ba nun totoo? hehehehe wishful thinking ]
33. Bea - truest friend [aawww.. LL tlga. ]

o, anong say niyo? bwahahahaha! ewan ko ba.. kung anong totoo jan.. anyway, natapos ko na xa eh, 3 people in 8 days, muntik pa ngang di umabot eh. hahaha! 3 people na nga lang eh no! bwahahahaha...

anyway, may mga songs ako dito, walalang.. senti mode eh... soundtrip

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k u n g a k o n a l a n g s a n a

Heto ka na naman kumakatok saking pintuan
Muli naghahanap ng makakausap
At heto naman ako nakikinig sa mga kwento mong paulit-ulit lang
Nagtitiis kahit nasasaktan

Ewan ko bakit ba hindi ka pa nadadala
Hindi bat kailan lang nang ikay iwanan nya
At ewan ko nga sayo parang balewala ang puso ko
Ano nga bang meron siya na sa akin ay di mo makita

*Kung ako na lang sana ang iyong minahal
Di ka na muling mag-iisa
Kung ako na lang sana ang iyong minahal
Di ka na muling luluha pa
Di ka na mangangailangan pang humanap ng iba
Narito ang puso ko naghihintay lamang sa iyo

Heto pa rin ako umaasang ang puso mo
Baka sakali pang ito'y magbago
Narito lang ako kasama mo buong buhay mo
Ang kulang na lang ay mahalin mo rin akong lubusan

repeat *

Kung ako na lang sana..

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l a s t c h a n c e

*This is my last dance with you
This is my only chance to do
All I can do
To let you know that what I feel for you is real

This is the last chance for us
This is the moment that I just (cannot let) end
Before I know that there's a chance for us
To be more than friends

+So don't let go make it last all night
This is my last chance to make you mine

I kept my feeling so deep
I kept my dreams of you and me somewhere inside
Although I prayed that you would see it in my eyes

But this is my last chance to say
What's in my heart before you stay out of my life
And then you'll understand the way I feel inside

So hold me close cause it feels so right
This is my last chance to make it mine

Make this dream reality
So close and you're so far
Gotta find your way into your heart
Gotta speak my mind
Gotta open up to you this time
I can't let you slip away tonight

Repeat *

So don't let go
Just make it last all night
This is my last chance to make you mine
To make you mine


s a v e t h e b e s t f o r l a s t

Sometimes the snow comes down in June
Sometimes the sun goes 'round the moon
I see the passion in your eyes
Sometimes it's all a big surprise

'Cause there was a time when all I did
Was wish you'd tell me this was love
It's not the way I hoped
Or how I planned
But somehow it's enough

*(And/But) now we're standing face to face
Isn't this world a crazy place
Juse when I thought our chance had passed
You go and save the best for last

All of the nights you came to me
When some silly girl had set you free
You wondered how you'd make it through
I wondered what was wrong with you

'Cause how could you give your love to someone else
And share your dreams with me
Sometimes the very things you're lookin' for
Is the one thing you can't see

Repeat *

Na na na na na na...

Sometimes the very things you're lookin' for
Is the one thing you can't see
Sometimes the snow comes down in June
Sometimes the sun goes 'round the moon
Just when I thought our chance had passed
You go and save the best for last
You went and save the best for last

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ten! save the best for last! bwehehehe... i've been reading "Book IV: The Twisted Menace" by Jessica Zafra.. and grabe... sakit ng tiyan ko sa kakatawa.. good thing Mario let me borrow his book.. bwahahahhaa.. soooooooooo funny... anyhow, you know what i was able to meet my peers [lam niyo un, ung sa peer counselor thing ] ang cute ni m*** at ni *in*... bwahahaha... i think i'm having a unilateral delusion right now..

be back soon. magwawaldas muna ako ng oras dito.. -yehey! dalawang araw nang walang pasok! LOOOOOOOOONG WEEKEND! bwahahahah!!! -

hearing: always
feeling: okay ü

critique?

SPONGECOLA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

shinomori_misao8 opened her eyes at 12:17 AM on December 6, 2004 and posted a favorite post.

BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!! guess what?????!!!!!! [okay.. maybe i should lay off the punctuation marks.. they're too much...] but anyway... these punctuation marks cannot sum up what i am feeling right now... bwahahahahaha!!!! [dapat nga mas marami pang exclamation point ung nasa title kaso di na kasya eh. ]

ohmigod... you would never buhleeeeeve what just happened to me... like.. ohmigod! ohmigod! *konyo girl style* bwahahaha.. okay, so maybe i am getting a bit overboard already.. and i still haven't told you why i'm like this.. well... uh... ah... eh... the title speaks for itself. SPONGECOLA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh yes, i was able to lay eyes on the hottest pinoy rock band as of now [no, no, i still am not over bamboo or eheads or rivermaya... kaya nga as of now eh... hahahaa addition lang xa sa aking loooooooooooooooong list of pinoy rock bands...] ANYWAY... whilst searching for stuff to shop at festival i chanced upon something loud... well, i didn't actually chance upon it since upon coming in the mall i could already hear the booming of the speakers with the soothing electric guitars and the screaming of the vocalist - oh and yes, the audience too - at the top of his lungs. oh yeah, that's what i call music. such chaos summoned me to the center of the mall where the crowd was going WILD... and the band was making bee-a-u-tiful music you would want to bang your head along with. so cool... okay, okay, stone me for being a rocker pero... rock really is great music... anyway, before ranting about this profound genre [alright, maybe not that profound since it only concerns screaming, screaming, and more screaming... but i tell you, pinoy rock is different... may meaning ata to no! iba talaga pag noypi...] so there, back to spongecola... yess... i succeeded... i was able to see them perform.. sing... entertain.. for FREEEEEEEE!!!!!!! yeaaaaaah.. thank goodness festival supermall was created. thank god i begged my mom to go shopping at that mall that i thank God for creating... oh yeah... they sang 3 songs.. albeit they had a short set it was worth everything.. worth my 250 pesos. worth the darn wait. they sang 'klsp', 'lunes', and ofcourse... the very famous... 'jeepney'!!!!! too bad they didn't sing 'crazy for you; that would've sent me jumping onto the stage harassing yael... - oh come to think of it, it was a good thing they didn't sing it.. that way i escaped the chances of getting sued for gang rape. bwahahahaha.... i got to hold yael's hand... the same hands that um... ah... eh... yael's hands! okay? okay. i was thinking of asking for a kiss, but then again, i did not want to get sued for acts of lasciviousness - yeah, gasgas na yan sa mga politiko... - so i opted for just a handshake. yes, i reached out for his hand amidst all the people trying to squish me to death since i was up front... grabe i was starstruck. wasn't able to say anything... ano ginawa ko? i was staring right at him, like in some sort of trance... aaaaaah... i was able to breathe his air.... [hahaha! OBSESSED!!!!!!! ] deh, joke lang, hahaha.. di naman ako ganung kaobsessed pero... grabe talaga eh... didn't really expect that to happen. hahaha... was able to hold his hand.. take close up pictures of him... get an autograph... we were actually thisclose... to the highest level! bwahahahahaha!!!! to the nth power? hahahahah!!!!

damn. biglang nagsara ung ie ko... BWISEt. nawala lahat ng tinype ko. putik. ang ganda pa naman. [ha! *hangin hangin*] so anyway, i was saying something about christmas gifts before i was so rudely interrupted by the mood swings of this computer... yeah, i said just bear with me because maybe my chancing upon spongecola is a reward for all the money i spent on christmas gifts... come to think of it.. i think i've already spent 2k already. may kulang pa dun... isa. haha but yeah, as i said, it's definitely worth it anyway. it's for my loved ones anyway... nothing wasted. [plastic... if i know nanghihinayang ka...] hahahahah JOKE... nah.. it's totally, perfectly, absolutely fine with me... it's christmas for goodness sakes! it only comes once a year so... you know.. you know. hahahaha...

so happy.

oh and btw, i'm currently watching the 2004 mtv europe music awards WHERE i can see xzibit flawlessly hosting the show [i don't know if i'm serious or if i'm being sarcastic..].. so there, it's great... nice performances [thanks to usher and alicia keys ] oh and the opera thing version of the song of the year nominees is amusing. so entertaining. okay, so i'm laughing my head off as the guy is singing the songs... so entertaining and amusing is an understatement. imagine an italian opera guy belting off songs like 'toxic" [yes, toxic. may violins on the side pa yan..] and 'hey ya' [hahaha... absolutely funny.. ] and 'this love' [hahahahah! so.. comical... drolling - wait is there such a word? - pass me the thesaurus and the dictionary please.. running out of adjectives. ]... such a laugh. go watch it. i'm supposed to do something for school right now actually, but due to overfatigue [haha! sabihin mo, sa katamaran... excuses! ]... and because i badly needed to right about my surreal experience a while ago [oh yes.. it was pure bliss. i am planning to frame the ballpen they used to sign the autograph. ] and partly too because i happened to flick through the channels of our tv correctly [yes, finally, i got the right combination and landed luckily at the mtv music awards - for days, i have been channel-surfing to no avail... cannot.. find... a good tv show... all i watch at night is the tweetums-romance 'forever in my heart' - OH YEAH. hahahahahaha good enough for laughs. ] so there... ayan another nominee for song of the year... usher's 'yeah'... bwahahahahah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was... ah, i am at loss for words. cannot describe such... such.. ah, it was a work of art. pwede nang pang-opera hahaha... bsta.. funny talaga... ang galing... galing nung lalaki... hahahahahahah

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do you think i'd make a good world dominator?

nah.

i don't want to be the one to blame if everyone ends up... well... iunno.

wag na.

guess i've just been reading too much of jessica zafra's articles. i just finished book IV [yeah, book four, and that's the first book of hers that i've read... well, apart from that tiny black and white book about elections... anyway. whatever.]... i admire her atrocity... her caustic ways and sarcasm [okay, so that was abit redundant but, oh heck, i really need a handy thesaurus. ]

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wow... ang gwapo ni pharell. hahahaha... crush ko xa. crush niyo? hindi? aww man. that sucks. kala ko pa naman may common crush tayo. close tayo. no?

*click*

zap back to reality, gising na.. bagong layout, bagong buhay! nyahahahahaha..... thanks to ten, i'm getting the hang of this layout thingies. although i'm quite disappointed with the comeout of my new layout. scrollbars everywhere.

aww man, britney spears? naiirita tlga ako dun sa kanta niyang 'everytime'.. wan ko ba.. avril lavigne? i don't like her anymore. she's gone too.. too.. iunno. maxadong plastic? siguro. ewan.

ooooh. it's 12midnight. and there are classes tomorrow. yay! cool. must... get... to.. bed... must... get... sugar... out.. of... system....

aww man. [again] my modem won't work. so i guess i can't post this until... anong petsa na? wait, i'll try to restart my pc. brb. [ha! parang chat. ]

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wee i'm back. i restarted the pc and YES the modem works already! wee... <- wala na bang ibang smiley? hahahaha... -> hahaha o ayan.. iba na.. naku... ano ba yang piangsususulat ko... kailangan ko na ata talaga ng tulog.. so okay. i'll zip it for the night - err, morning - and save some for tomorrow. haha... baka maubusan ako ng laway. bukas naman. hihi cge in accordance with the mtv europe music awards... ciao!!!

hearing: jeepney ü
feeling: HAPPY! ecstatic. amazing.

2 critiqued.

pansit canton 101

shinomori_misao8 opened her eyes at 07:34 PM on December 7, 2004 and posted a favorite post.

01.Nagluluto ka ng Pansit Canton?
- eto style niyan, buksan mo ung pakete ng pansit
canton [preferably lucky me], ilabas ang laman,
ilagay sa isang bowl na may lamang mainit na
tubig [pinakuluan man o galing sa water
dispenser], takpan ng plato [wag plastic, baka
malusaw.. S tayo. sosyal.] tapos hintaying maluto
ang noodles. pagkatapos, idrain ang tubig
[yakisoba style.. pero babala: wag bubutasan ang
plato. sayang e.] buksan lang islaytly ang
pagkatakip ng plato sa bowl at palabasin ang
tubig. [ingat: baka sumama ang noodles. sayang
din un.] at pagkatapos, ilagay sa isang plato
[pwede rin ung takip] at ilagay ang sahog. haluin.
kainin. [ayos]

02.Umuulan?
- hinde. ay teka... *labas kamay sa bintana* oo
umuulan! ambon nga lang.

03.FX
- FX? ano kamo?

04. sumasakay ka ng tricycle?
- oo naman.

05. nakikita mo si Spongebob?
- oo. friend ko un eh. ayan xa o! hi spongebob!

06. Nasa public transportation ka?
- sa ngayon? wala eh.

07.Kumakain ka ng ice cream?
- oo. pero ngayon? hindi.

08. eh kapag pulburon?
- ay oo. ang sarap.. mm...

09. Nakakakita ka ng Star?
- oo. harap lang ako sa salamin eh.. star na.
*hangin hangin*

10. nakakita ka ng Sunset?
- oo. ganda.

12. Nakahawak ka ng bola?
- bwahahahahaa. oo. bola ng basketball,
volleyball, at kung ano ano pang ball.

13.May basagan ng palayok
- SAAN?!?!?!?! ah! sa party ni tolits!

14.Nakakita ka ng gulay?
- oo. *shivers*

15. nakainom ka ng yakult?
- OO! paborito ko yan.. may lactobacillus shirota
strain. [oh yeah]

16. nakasakay ka sa kotse?
- teka.. hindi pa ata. ... *sudden moment of
epiphany* ah! un ba ung sinasakyan ko
papuntang school? oo nakasakay na pala ako.

17.nakakakita ka ng kumot?
- oo. lalo na sa mga panahong ganto.

18.nakakakita ka ng mag-syota?
- oo. kung saan-saan. dito, doon, they're everywhere. ako nalang ata walang boypren eh.

19.nakakarinig/tumutugtog ng gitara?
- oo. gitarista -> joelle ... yehey! salamat sa Diyos.
bwahahahaha... walalang.

20.Naglalaro ka ng game sa cellphone?
- oo. lalo na pag bored. as in.. BORED. nababato.

21.Nakikinig ka ng music?
- OO. ako pa. taong... taong... tao.

22.Nasa Damuhan ka?
- wala eh. wala kasi akong sapat na teknolohiya
para magtype sa damuhan.

23.Nasa gitna ka ng basketball court?
- wala. ano ba yan... ako, ako, lagi nalang ako. ikaw naman.

24. Nakakita ka ng hair Gel?
- oo. gumagamit ako nun sa mga oras na... wow.

25. Nakabasa ka ng greeting card?
- naku hindi pa! grabe! hindi nga ako namimigay
nun eh. [haha, napuno na tlga.]

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hainakew *umiiral na naman ang kakonyohan*... ay teka, speaking of konyo, do you know what the real meaning of the word "coño"...? um... hehe wag nalang. baka mademanda pa ko. just try to find out.

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subalit ngayon... wala na... ah, sakit ng kamay ko kakagitara. haha... di kasi nylon ung string nung gitara nung kaklase ko eh.. sakit sa kamay, napakadelicate pa naman ng kamay ko. hahahah JOKE! ang arte ko. joke lang un. anyway, where was i... hmmm... nawawala ako. ah ewan, wala, wala naman ata ako sinasabi diba. hahahha labo. sorry mejo wala ako sa sarili ngayon eh.. mejo high at hilo pa dahil sa pe. wlangya un, mukha akong nirape kanina. ang gulo ng buhok ko. it was everyhwere. nakalimutan ko kasi mag-ipit. pinagalitan pa tuloy ako ng d.i./partner ko.... 'eh bakit di ka nag-ipit?' haha

weeeeeeeeeee... ang saya ko ngayon. ewan ko kung bakit. hahaha sana ganito nalang lagi.. ayoko na kasing madepress... papangit lang ako. hahahaha... *vain* *conceited* --- uy ano yun? bwahahahha! may nangangaroling sa labas!!!! aba.. tagal pa ng pasko ah... hahahahaha!!! laf3p! walalang, nagulat lang ako.

magpapagupit na ko sa weekend. haba na kasi agad ng buhok ko. papahabain ko na ulit... pero tamang-tama, sa prom baka ganito na ulit ung length. *prom* walalang. haha.. yan na naman yan.. where all of us dream of the perfect night.. perfect outfit, perfect date... [haha DATE] pero oh well, wala na ko magagawa kung it will just turn out the same as last year.. walang maxadong.. .thrill hahahahhaha!!!

sooooooooooooo... tignan niyo nalang to [again, some names have been censored due to some reasons we need not reveal... ]

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another one of those thingies...

1. red - **** -> a person you really really Love [hmmm... cguro nga.. ]
2. orange - bea, my LL Ü -> a very true friend
3. yellow- arn arn -> someone who'll never forget you. [awww...ü]
4. green- mara -> someone who cools you down
5. white- gorri -> comforts you
6. purple- maia -> not in bonding ties with [hala pakner! mali to.. lagi pa naman tayo nagbobonding.. sister in law! ]
7. blue- **** -> someone who's ignoring you sometimes. [totoo...]
8. pink- gia -> loves you for being you [awww...]
9. light blue- vidadi -> you're very comfortable with this person. [xmpre, tatay ko to eh ]
10. black- ja -> has a dark deep secret about you.. [hala, ano yun?]
11. maroon- gorri -> someone you might fall in love with or vice versa [BWAHAHAHAHHAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh no! hahahahha! ]
12. gold- ten -> someone you'll treasure forever. [yey ]
13. silver- mikhail -> mysterious type of friend [hahahah! mysterious ka? ]
14. pale green- mai -> comes in and out of your life.
15. fuschia- ||0^5 -> someone who'll be there no matter what [awwwwwwwww...ü]
16. grey - paola -> an acquaintance. [acquaintance.. butterfly! ]
17. neon orange - jurmy -> very happy but crying inside. [aww...]
18. dirty white - andrea [pronounced as 'anrea' hahah! ] -> knows you well [totoo ]
19. polka dots (black and white)- mikhail -> someone who's rich..a true gentleman [nyahahahahahhaa!!! RICH KA? aba.. ito ata hari ng mga kuripot eh... joke ]
20. water clear- tere -> someone you consider..very true [yeah..]

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cheetah girls na naman ang palabas. wala na bang ibang palabas ang disney? ... so cge, aalis na ko. hahahahahahahaaa magmumuni muni muna ako... bahala na si batman .

hearing: jeepney
feeling: happy ü

3 critiqued.

maalala ko.

shinomori_misao8 opened her eyes at 09:09 PM on December 7, 2004.

distribution nga pala ng report cards kanina. ok naman. ganun parin. bumaba lang sa english. [grr] tumaas sa physics [oh yeah]. wala, ganun parin. sana tumaas na rank ko sa batch. oh well. haha. un lang. cge. *out*

p.s. hindi talaga ako marunong mag-cajon. hahahahahah must... know.. how.. to...

hearing: lunes
feeling: funny

critique?

'goodmorning flowers.' - squidward

shinomori_misao8 opened her eyes at 05:44 PM on December 8, 2004 and posted a favorite post.

Walalang. Bwahahaha.. what an opening statement. feast day nga pala ngayon… kaya nga we had a mass kanina. Well as usual, I am at home, bored to death.. well not actually bored.. actually I have a lot of things to do but the problem is.. I'm too lazy to do it. We have this phsyics paper which was supposed to be passed last Friday pa… kaso unfortunately, I am too lazy to do it. Besides it is by group naman.. so I'm not the only one to blame. [hahahaha!!! pinapasa ang responsibilidad.. ]

so anyway, I cleaned my inbox a while ago because it was almost full already. I decided to erase the sad love quotes I had for some reason… maybe because I want to be happy? [heehee] ayoko na kasi talaga madepress… so anyway [again], here are the quotes I have depleted from my cellphone. Wala lang.. tingnan niyo.

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smile: a curve that can set things straight

"d na kta nahntay kc npagod na ko.. yoko na msktan at yoko na umasa. i'll try 2 muv on pro babagalan ko.. pra kung sakali-- mahabol mo pa ko.."

"love is when your mouth has no need to move to make him or her happy because your heart is beating, and that is all that matters." - Kaitlin Rogers

what if you love the wrong person? are you gonna give up or are you going to hold on? maybe you need to do nothing... just continue loving... who knows? maybe that love might be enough to make that person the right one..

hirap magsabi ng "sorry".. hirap magsabi ng "mahal kita".. hirap magsabi ng "kailangan kita".. pero nalaman ko.. pinakamahirap palang sabihin ung.. "mahalin mo naman ako.. please?" :c

noon, kla ko kapag mahal mo ang isang tao, kahit maraming hadlang, kakayanin mo, makuha lang ang mahal mo. ngaun masakit tanggapin na kaya pala maraming hadlang.. kasi di xa para sayo.. :c

if this day will end not the way you planned, always remember: if God has made this day perfect, then He wouldn't have thought of making tomorrow...ü [ito, inpirational grabe… J]

loving someone is a decision in life and once you've decided to love, there's no turning back... kaso minsan love is not enough to stay with the one you love, kc mahal mo xa pero di xa marunong magpahalaga...:c

kahit nasasaktan ang isang tao, pinipilit parin niya magmahal. bakit? dahil ang puso, pwede mong sugatan.. pero di mo kayang turuan.. patuloy itong titibok, patuloy na magmamahal... :c

a gun can kill, fire can burn, wind can chill, and the mind can learn, anger can rage til it tears you apart but the power of a smile can heal a frozen heart.

minsan, kung kelan pinaalam mo sa isang tao kung gaano xa kahalaga sayo, saka pa xa nawawala.. sorry ha.. kung di mo maramdamang importante ka.. yoko lang dumating ung oras na tulad nila.. pti ikaw mawala pa.. :c

msarap magmahal no? lagi kang masaya, lagi kang inspired, lalo na pag alam mong mahal ka rin niya.. pero masarap din bang magmahal kung alam mong balewala ka lang sa kanya?:c

ang hangin, kahit san pwde pumunta, pwede madama, pwede mo makasama.. samantalang ako, andito.. mag-isa.. habang iniisip ka... sana hangin nalang ako.. para sa oras na to, magkasama tayo..

ang buhay, parang gulong - umiikot. minsan masaya, minsan malungkot, minsan in love.. minsan sawi.. pero bakit ganon? lagi tayong maganda? minsan, naisip ko tuloy... flat ung gulong. ü

each time i see you, i say to myself: "i've moved on.." each time you smile at me, i say to myself: "yeah.. we're just friends..", but everytime you look at me, i end up saying.. "shit.. ang hirap magpretend.."

one time, nilapitan mo ko, sb mo, "di kaw mahal ko!" tumawa ako... sabi ko, "bakit? mahal ba kita?".. natawa ka rin! buti nalang umulan.. di mo napansing tumulo luha ko.. dahi lsa mga cnb mo.. :c

if love fails, set yourself free. let your spread its wings and fly again, remember: you may find love and lose it.. but when love dies.. you never have to die with it. Ü

mahirap magmahal ng patago.. mahirap sumulyap ng panakaw.. mahirap din umasa ng di niya nalalaman.. pero pag inamin mo, anong kapalit? pag-ibig niya o.. kahihiyan mo?

earlier, i saw a falling star. i tried hard to come up with a good wish.. but i couldn't think of one.. den i realized, wat more can i ask for when i already have you in my life?ü

akala mo lang masaya ako sa kanila.. na nakalimutan na kita.. hindi mo lang alam.. sa araw-araw na kasama ko cla, halos mamatay ako sa kakaisip na sana ikaw nalang sila.. :c

if i gave you a dozen roses with no thorns and you ask me why there are no thorns, i'd just smile, show my bleeding hands and say.. "i took them away so you wouldn't get hurt..ü"

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ay nga pala, nanoood kami ng polar express last week ata un.. or last last.. anyway, it was a very wonderful movie. Naalala ko kasi nung binasa ko ung post ni ten...

"sometimes, the most real things in the world are the ones you can't see.ü"

"the thing with trains is, it doesn't matter where you're going.. what matters is, deciding to get on.ü"

walalang. bwahahahhaa... anyway, i was reading my previous posts awhile ago, most especially the one entitled "me and my electronic loves".. lalang. grabe... ang galing k pala mag-english? [ahahahhahaha!!!! CONCEITED!!!! ] hahaha joke lang.. pansin k lang kasi, dati, mga post ko, english, ngayon, halos puro tagalog na. haha. cguro kasi noypi talaga ako. hahahaha! ewan. kalabuan nanaman oo.

hearing: another used to be
feeling: complacent.. in a way.

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in need of a new computer

shinomori_misao8 opened her eyes at 04:53 PM on December 20, 2004.

i am so not in the mood for your pesky mood swings.

grr. i hate this computer. ang bagal bagal... anong petsa na hindi pa rin ako nakakatapos ng gawain. pasko na hindi ko pa rin napopost yung mga dapat kong ipopost. huwalanghiya [dhamhing 'h' nhun hah] kailangan ko ng bagong kompyuter. kailangan ko rin ng connectivity adaptor. kailangan ko rin ng electric guitar, amp, at effects. [okey, cguro di ko naman talaga kailangan nun pero.. gusto ko. as in] para matupad ko na ang aking ultimate dream to be a rockstar!!! *cue rock music* hahaha... beh

wala lang, wala kasi ako magawa eh, hinihintay ko kasi magload ung site ko para makita ko ung huli kong post. para lam ko kung san ako magsisimulang magkwento at ang dami na namang nangyari [malamang, hindi pa ko namamatay eh, eh di natural may mangyayari sakin.]

so iniwi, wir wir wi. bwihihihihihihi walalang. tagal ko na palang hindi nag-iinternet no.. de, actually, hindi naman matagal lang akong hindi nagpopost at tinatamad ako kasi diba, ang bagal nga nito. kabisote naman o, pinadiskonek pa ko at gagamitin daw ung telepono. putakte naman. wala na kong nagawa. kakakonek ko lang kasi nadiskonek tapos... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay naman. *cool ka lang joelle, cool ka lang.* at hindi pa ginagamit ang telepono, nag-cr muna xa bago niya.. ayyyyyyyyyyyyyy.... naman.. kung kelan nman malapit na magload ung site. |kamalasan|

at sa sobrang ka-boringan.. maghahanap muna akong magagawa. babalik ako mamaya pag alam ko na kung anong ikkwento ko...

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ayan, matapos ang ilang madugong minuto, ako'y nakagawa ng isang basura mula sa paint na siyang ipapakita ko sa inyo maya-maya.

sa wakas, nakakonekta na akong muli. habang hinihintay ko ulit na mabuksan ang page ko... kwento ko muna na... napanood ko rivermaya sa festi nung friday! bwahahahaha! RICO BLANCO.. ahahahaha... ang ganda ng boses niya.. waaaaaaaaaaah... ang saya-saya. salamat sa festival mall. nakwento ko na bang pati bamboo napanood ko? ira talaga.. sayang nga lang di ako nakapagpaautograph. daming tao eh. pinaexit agad sila.

haaaaay.. pasko na naman. di ko nga ma-feel eh.. ewan ko kung bakit.. sana ma-feel ko na ung christmas spirit.. parang kasi.. wala talaga eh. wala... hay. need meaning. feeling ko walang nakakaalala sakin. *drama* magtext naman kayo sakin kahit wala akong load.

hearing: mr.clay

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