take my dreams away...
Entries for April, 2005April 2nd, 2005
senti. nuff said.
shinomori_misao8 opened her eyes at 12:02 AM on April 2, 2005.
broken sonnet - hale
and now i concede
On the night of this fifteenth song
Of melancholy, of melancholy
And in this next line
I’ll say it all over again
That i love you, i love you.
I don’t care what they say
I don’t care what they do
‘cause tonight i’ll leave my fears behind
‘cause tonight i’ll be right at your side.
Lie down right next to me
Lie down right next to me
And i will never let go
Will never let go.
The clock on the tv says 8:39 pm
It’s the same, it’s the same
And in this next line
I’ll say it all over again
That i love you, i love you.
I don’t care what they say
I don’t care what they do
‘cause tonight i’ll leave my fears behind
‘cause tonight i’ll be right at your side.
Lie down right next to me
Lie down right next to me
And i will never let go
Will never let go.
I’ll leave my fears behind
‘cause tonight i’ll be right at your side.
Lie down right next to me
Lie down right next to me
And i will never let go
Will never let go.
But still i see the tears from your eyes
Maybe i’m just not the one for you.
Balisong- Rivermaya
your face
lights up the sky on the
highway
someday
you'll share your world with me
someday
you mesmerize me
with diamond eyes
I try to fool myself to think i'll be alright
but I am losing all control
my mind, my heart, my body and my soul
never in my life have I been more sure
so come on up to me and close the door
nobodys made me feel this way before
you're everythin I wanted and more
to speak or not to
where to begin
the great dilemmas I'm findin myself in
for all I know you only see me as a friend
I try to tell myself, wake up fool,
this fairy tale's got to end
suntok sa buwan
session road
Hindi mo ba alam
Damdamin ko'y pinagtakpan
Makasama ka'y suntok sa buwan
'Di mo nga alam
Mundo mo nga'y iyong tignan
Kung ganyan, walang pupuntahan
Hindi ko 'to gusto
Pero 'wag kang lalayo
Itanong mo sa akin
At tatanungin ko rin
Kung ika'y aamin
Lahat ay gagawin
'Di mo napapansin
Kailangan mo akong dinggin
'Di habang buhay ika'y aantayin
Ito'y aking hiling
At sana naman ay tanggapin
Ng puso ko'y 'di nabibitin
Hindi ko 'to gusto
Pero 'wag kang lalayo
Itanong mo sa akin
At tatanungin ko rin
Kung ika'y aamin
Lahat ay gagawin
head over feet
alanis morissette
I had no choice but to hear you
You stated your case time and again
I thought about it
You treat me like I'm a princess
I'm not used to liking that
You ask how my day was
You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault
Your love is thick and it swallowed me whole
You're so much braver than I gave you credit for
That's not lip service
You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault
You are the bearer of unconditional things
You held your breath and the door for me
Thanks for your patience
You're the best listener that I've ever met
You're my best friend
Best friend with benefits
What took me so long
I've never felt this healthy before
I've never wanted something rational
I am aware now
I am aware now
You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault
hearing: balisong - rivermaya
seeing: bubble gang [must.. laugh..]
feeling: melancholy. [kaboom]
*toink*
shinomori_misao8 opened her eyes at 05:44 PM on April 2, 2005.
bwahahaha, walalang... as usual, bored na naman ako. kelan ba hinde? bwahahaha, save me from boredom... 
hindi ko alam kung bakit but i am exceptionally happy today. tawa lang nang tawa. [and that's a good thing you know.] hahaha, cge na, call me crazy, call me psychotic, atleast i'm happy. diba?  hahaha, kesa naman nagwawallow na naman ako in self pity at kasentihan.. hahahaha! [read: GIA, ikaw ba yan?] haha... i guess kaya ako ganito dahil sa aftershock nung nangyari kagabi na talagang nasubukan ang pagiging moody ko, bwahahaha! one minute masaya, one minute senti na, susunod paiyak na, susunod tumatawa na ulit. i suppose i officially became über crazy last night. kaya eto, unstable ako ngayon. [haha, ang labo ko no?] .. whilst listening to pinoy rock music, lalo pang naaaggravate ang kalokahan ko. hahaha! ito ung pagkakasunod-sunod ng kanta sa mp3 player.. prom [sugarfree], you'll be safe here [rivermaya], one and only you [PnE], broken sonnet [hale], nahuhulog [sandwich], soul searching [urbandub].. at ngayon, maselang bahaghari na... bwahahaha  EHEADS! yeah \m/ naalala ko tuloy kagabi [or was that kaninang umaga..] nagpanic ako sa pagkuha ng remote dahil eheads daw sa mtv.. huling el bimbo pala, haha! freaky kaya nun.. pero anyway, si jurmy, ayaw pala sa eheads kaya nag-away kami kagabi [haha kuno!].. ano ka ba, ERASERHEADS ROCK! \m/ bwahahaha! ano, game, war ba? hahahah 'i hate you sweetie' bwahahaha joke!!!
natatawa ko kasi nung binabasa ko ung past entries ko, kung ano ano mga nabasa kong kagagahan.. bwahaha, meron dun, mga wrong spelling.. eh alangan namang iedit ko pa, tinatamad ako.. haha dapat kasi may spellcheck feature agn tabulas.. [demanding] haha! waaaah, nakakabagot naman dito, wala pang nagtetext sakin - hui! itext niyo naman ako.. pasenxa na't adik ako... hahaha, alam niyo un, minsan hindi ko mapakali, keilangan talaga may katext ako kundi magkakasakit ako. oa ba?
mga posts ko dati o.. tsktsk, drama drama, tawa tawa.. kabangagan... evident na evident ang aking "shifts" from the past, the present, the future.. and the present progressive.. hahahahah! [jurmy] ano ba to.. blog purging... hahaha! cge na, out. 
hearing: broken sonnet - hale
feeling: funny
April 3rd, 2005
CONfidence
shinomori_misao8 opened her eyes at 01:59 AM on April 3, 2005.
syaks. ang ganda nung movie. ang hot ni edward burns. my gali.   *tulo laway* ... lloyd, ihanda na ang salbababida.
deh, seryoso, maganda talaga, hehehe. ang galing.. ang talino grabe! galing galing.. nakamamangha, panoorin niyo. ganda talaga.
feeling: bored.
of procrastination, waiters, and nametags
shinomori_misao8 opened her eyes at 11:09 PM on April 3, 2005.
to justify my being a procrastinator, i have come up with certain reasons why procrastination is good for you. yes, there are some good things about procrastination. what are they, you might ask? well...
- let's say you want to buy something, you feel this sudden urge to buy this new rivermaya cd [yung you'll be safe here ep.. shet, gustong bilhin.], but unfortunately, you don't want to spend cash, well, maybe because a.) kuripot ka or b.) you just don't have money to spend.. so what better way to solve this dilemma of yours? PROCRASTINATE. tell yourself.. 'mamaya nalang..' and when you feel that urge to buy it again, just repeat that mantra.. 'mamaya nalang.. mamaya nalang..' and before you know it, it's gone. bwahahahahaha!!! o diba, hindi ka pa gumastos!
- isa pang sitwasyon.. let's say you want to talk to someone you shouldn't really be talking to due to some inane or unearthly reason.. sabihin mo lang ulit ang mahiwagang mantra.. 'mamaya nalang.. mamaya nalang..' at *POOF!* malalaman mo nalang gabi na at sasabihin mo sa sarili mong.. 'ay, gabi na, bukas nalang..'
tada! see what good procrastination brings to us procrastinators.. hahahahaha!!! yeah, i know, mali, pero.. eh. ewan. haha!
now, moving on, we were at pancake house a while ago to eat lunch [okay, so maybe that wasn't just 'a while ago'..] and then there was this waiter who really sounded like luigi.. ung luigi sa full house? which i love watching. haha! so tawa kami nang tawa, eh kamukha pa niya ung si luigi, so sabi ko sa kapatid ko, hindi kaya xa na nga un.. hahaha! monly to find out na kapangalan ko xa.. which brings me to nametags.. nabasa namin sa nametag niya. pinagtritripan namin ng nanay ko kanina ung mga nametag ng mga tao sa mall.. nung mga waiter, mga clerk, mga kahit sinong may nametag.. kasi naisip ko lang, bakit nga ba pa sila naglagay ng nametag sa uniform nila kung hindi rin naman natin sila tatawagin sa pangalan nila? kung waiter/boss/brod/miss parin ang tawag natin sa kanila.. pauso naman.. haha! for all i know anyway, if we do call them by their names they'll get irritated and they'll take those useless nametags off. haha, ang FC naman kasi no.. hahahaha!
scenario:
FC na customer: 'uy, george! penge ngang iced tea..'
inosenteng waiter:'isa lang po sir?' [iniisip.. 'paano kaya ako nakilala nito.. aba.. di ko naman xa kilala.. STALKER?!' without thinking of the fact that he has a humongous nametag on his chest..]
FC na customer: 'oo, isa lang george.'
hay. ano ba naman yan no? mga tumatakbo sa utak ko.
[unorganized thoughts.]
TIME. TIME. TIME. TIME. TIME. wala na bang time? lagi nalang walang time.
babalik kaya ang dati?
akala ko ba..
buti pa kapag ano..
masaya.
nakatawa.
makalaglag upuan sa kakatawa.
labo.
spongebob countdown: 2 days to go! YAY! I'm ready! I'm ready!
hearing: 22 - spongecola
feeling: funny yet contemplative
April 5th, 2005
*toink* pt.2
shinomori_misao8 opened her eyes at 09:36 PM on April 5, 2005.
mr. perfect is not necessarily mr. right
true enough. tough luck. noh gia?
excerpts from the book i just finished reading 'between dinner and the morning after' by tara ft sering.
'There's wisdom in waiting, but maybe you've waited long enough. Do something more pa. Do something that will make someone [Belle] sit up and notice.'
'... what you're holding on to is the light of a dead star.. it was over eight years ago. it was over when you said it was over. eight long years ago. ... okay, maybe not entirely over. i mean, okay, he still writes, he calls once a month. but it's different now. you're clinging to this idea of him that you had from eight years ago.'
'Expect the world, dear.'
'my life with him was not the best, but it was perfect.'
'if he was meant for you, ou will be brought together, and you should expect the world from that. you cannot wish for something without conviction.'
 *sigh* bored na naman. hahahaha. mabuti kanina may napagdidiskitahang libro, kaso tapos na eh. bored bored bored. 
[incomprehensible - unorganized thoughts (pt.2)]
clicks everywhere.
namedropping
mabagal
abuso
lugi daw
'don't expect.. but never underestimate.'
'just because one person doesn't love you the way you want them to, it doesn't mean that that person does not love you with all that he has.'
ano ba talaga title nito? 'your song' o 'one and only you'?
it took
one look
and forever laid out in front of me
one smile
then I died
only to be revived by you
there i was
thought i had everything figured that
goes to show there's too much i know
'bout the way life plays out
i take one step away
and i find myself coming back
to you
my one and only
one and only you
now i know
that i know not a thing at all
except the fact that i am yours
and that you are mine
oh
if you told me that this wouldn't be easy
and oh
i'm not one to complain
i take one step away
and i find myself coming back
to you
my one and only
one and only
i take one step away
and i find myself coming back
to you
my one and only
one and only you
at sino ba si 'babes valerie'?
april 5 na pala. natatawa ako kasi kanina sa registrar, parang hot na hot sila sa mga ginagawa nila.. toxic ba, eh magrerequest lang naman ako ng form 137 para sa up, di ko pa naman tlaga kailangan.. sila parang 'ay nako, hindi na yan mabibigay bukas.. enrollment na kasi.. naku.. sa friday pa yan..' ahahahahah ako naman parang. .'hindi naman po kami nagmamadali mam. ' tinanong ko lang naman kung kelan makukuha.. kasi usually diba 1 week un.. bwahahahah
tapos nagkantahan session kami kina faye. bwahahaha, ice cream + softdrinks + bigay na bigay na kanta = sore throat. hahaha! malapit na ata akong malatin, buti nalang naagapan. haha!
wee. spongebob na bukas. i'm ready. i'm ready. !
"You know," he said, "we're good together." He flipped his body and kicked in the air. "We have so much fun about the same things, don't you think?"
"I know," she said, spouting water from her mouth, "that's why i love you."
He grinned, and said, "Really." He swam in a circle around her, in leisurely backstrokes. "This is so weird, but i love you, too."
between dinner and the morning after - Tara FT Sering
hearing: no ordinary love - mymp
feeling: high
April 6th, 2005
bangag
shinomori_misao8 opened her eyes at 07:01 PM on April 6, 2005.
wee, i just helped gia with her blog. hahahaha!
and we just watched spongebob and hide and seek.
hahahaha.
nakakatawa tong araw na to...
hearing: the sound of the computer typing
seeing: my buddies staring into their PCs
feeling: funny
April 7th, 2005
*hikab*
shinomori_misao8 opened her eyes at 12:18 PM on April 7, 2005.
get me
you know that you are always in my mind
in my heart, in my soul
and everywhere that i can think of
you know that i will always be just fine
i'm okay, i'm alright, i am super
and everything that i can think of
*but not really, and i am sorry
cause you're not here, lying next to me
+so c'mon and get me, get me, get me
baby i'm yours, c'mon and get me
you'll never be lonely, lonely, lonely
so baby c'mon and get me
you know that i have always dreamed of you
only you, in the day, in the night
every waking hour of my life
repeat *,+
rush
i look up and say my prayer
at times i feel there's no one there
though i ask for a shoulder that i could lean on
what's deep in my heart?
he knows what i'm longing for
and then that's when i met you
faith could have brought me to you
i know you're my answered prayer
'cause i see in you
eyes that could see through me
warmth that takes away my plea
where my heart is felt as it changes beat
i know when/that is time we allow love to take its seat
at dawn when there's no one to talk to
i'm lost for words and darkness makes me blue
and i ask for a shoulder that i could lean on
what's deep in my heart?
he knows what i'm longing for
dami ko pa sanang gustong ipost na lyrics kaso tinatamad na ko tsaka mapupuno na to.. hahaha basta maganda album ng mymp. un lang un. hahaha! anyway, nanood kaming spongebob kahapon at sobrang laf3p xa. hahahaa! panoorin niyo, for spongebob fans out there.. it was so funny. sobra. nakakatuwa. hmm.. and then nanood din kaming hide and seek, nakakatakot xa, freaky.. pero astig, kasi ang ganda nung storya.. schizo.. 'charlie.. charlie.. CHARLIE..' '1 1000, 2 1000, 3 1000, 4 1000...' eek.
gusto ko panoorin ring 2, ung samara.. bwahahahaha, panakot na naman. para sa mga duwag na katulad ko.
hearing: soul searching - urbandub
feeling: bored
?
shinomori_misao8 opened her eyes at 09:59 PM on April 7, 2005.
and then he took me to the lookout spot, to view the most wonderful, most breathtaking sunset ever... we sat down, anticipating the beautiful sunset...
"we're best friends, right?"
"yeah, why?"
"and we shouldn't keep anything from each other, right?"
"yeah, why nga?"
"well, i've been meaning to tell you this ever since but i just couldn't seem to find the right time.. or the right words for that matter.. maybe because i was afraid it would ruin our friendship.. un na nga lang meron ako tapos mawawala pa.."
"what could ruin our friendship? oi, ano ba yan ha? cge, tell me na."
"well, um.." he inched closer to me, held my hand and said, "i love you."
taken aback, i wasn't quite sure wat to say.. i just came back with a rather sharp 'I know. we're best friends, of course you love me' reply. why am i doing this? am i afraid?
"no, i mean.. i'm IN love with you. i've been in love with you, ever since day one."
and that was it. the moment i've been waiting for all of my life. with an amazing sunset as a backdrop, i couldn't help but feel like i was in some sort of a dream...
"see, ngayon palang, wala na o..." he knowingly said, when i suddenly became quiet. well, no one can really speak when one is experiencing one of the most - excuse me for the term - intoxicating experiences of one's life, right?
"look, you're not fully aware that i am holding your hand right now, are you?" i jokingly said as he blushed and smiled that signature smile of his.
"Right, right.." he said, as he held my hand even tighter...
"i love you too, you know." i bravely said.
and then he stared at me, smiled even more and asked, "ows?"
"oo." i reassuringly said, and hugged him. no holding back. eto na, wala nang urungan to... i've never felt this happy my whole life.
"o, bat ka umiiyak?" he said, as he felt tears trickling down my face.
"kasi, i've been waiting for this moment, ever since day one." i smiled at him, and he held me in an even tighter embrace.
*sigh* haha, ano ba yan?! hahaha! nanood kaming closer kanina, nakakatuwa naman, jude law was hot, kahit na isa xang crybaby. at ang morale ng story? never tell the truth. because the truth hurts, really. ... haha, ewan ko, loko loko lang namin yan ng nanay ko, kasi parang un ung pinaparating nung story eh, pero ayoko nun.. i don't want to live in a world full of lies now, do i? wala naman cgurong may gusto nun...
"why not lie? lying is the currency of the world right now."
off-topic: ano ba to... permanent hiatus?
seeing: 2 fast 2 furious
feeling: like sh*t
April 8th, 2005
past entries.
shinomori_misao8 opened her eyes at 05:08 PM on April 8, 2005.
dahil wala akong magawa, nagbasa ako ng mga blog entry kanina, ung mga past entries ko, at nga pala, ok na ung archives ko, accessible na. hehe.. ayun, kaya napabasa na ko ng mga past entries.. hahaha..
kung bored kayo, basahin niyo to.
kung gusto niyo magbasa ng senti, ito basahin niyo.
at kung gusto niyo lang matawa [kahit mejo disturbing] basahin niyo to.
kung ayaw niyo magbasa, eh di wag, lumayas na kayo.
hearing: eheads anthology
reading: previous blog entries
seeing: myself drown in a pit of loneliness and boredom
feeling: jaded and bored
April 9th, 2005
joke time.
shinomori_misao8 opened her eyes at 11:45 PM on April 9, 2005.
> Host: What "N" (narra) is the national tree of > the Philippines? > Contestant: Niyog? > > Host: Mas matigas pa diyan. > Contestant: (in a strong-sounding voice) > NIYOG!!! > > ********* > > Host: Saan "B" (Bagumbayan) binaril si Jose > Rizal? > Contestant: Sa back? > > Host: O sige, puwede rin na ang simula ay > letter "L" (Luneta). > Contestant: Likod? > > Host: Hindi pa rin. Para mas madali, "R.P." > ang > initials ng modern name nito. (Rizal Park). > Contestant: Rear Part? (Susme! Likod pa rin > yun!) > > ************ > > Host: Saan "B" (beach) tayo madalas > pumunta pag > summer upang maligo? > Contestant: Banyo? > > Host: Hindi, pag pumunta ka doon, > maaarawan ka. > Contestant: Bubong? > > Host: Hindi, marami kang makikita duong > mga > babaeng naka-bikini. > Contestant: Beerhouse! > > ************ > > Host: Anong "L" (Lifeguard) ang tawag sa tao > na > sumasagip sa iyo pag ikaw ay nalulunod? > Contestant: Lifebuoy? > > Host: Hindi, pero kahawig nga ng pangalan > ng > sabon ang pangalan ng ito. > Contestant : Safeguard? > > Host: Hindi, pagsamahin mo yung dalawang > sagot > mo. > Contestant : Safe Buoy? > > Host: Hindi siya "boy" at matipuno nga ang > kaniyang katawan. > Contestant: Ah, Mr. Clean! > > ************ > > Host: Anong "S" (Salbabida) ang ginagamit > na > flotation device sa dagat upang hindi ka > malunod? > Contestant: Sirena? > > Host: Hindi! Hindi ito babae. > Contestant: Siyokoy? > > Host: Hindi ito lalake. > Contestant: Siyoke? > > ************ > > Host: What "S" (Sampaguita) is the national > flower of the Philippines? > Contestant: Sunflower? > > Host: Hindi. Binebenta ito sa kalye. > Contestant: Stork? > > Host: Hindi. Bulaklak sabi eh. > Contestant: Sitsarong bulaklak? > > Host: Hindi pa rin. It ends with a letter "A". > Contestant: Sitsarong bulaklak na may > suka? > > Host: Oh, para madali, uulitin ko ang clues at > dadagdagan ko pa! Anong pangalan ng > bulaklak na > nagsisimula sa "S", nagtatapos sa > letrang "A", > at kapangalan ng isang sikat na singer? > Contestant: Si...Sharon Cuneta! > > ************ > > Host: Sino ang kauna-unahang Chess > Grandmaster > (Eugene Torre) of Asia? > Contestant: Carole KING? > > Host: Hindi, mas mababa sa king. > Contestant: Al QUINN? > > Host: Hindi, tagalog ang apelyido niya. > Contestant: Armida Siguion-REYNA? > > Host: Hindi pa rin. Mas mababa sa reyna. > Contestant: BISHOP Bacani? > > Host: Mas mababa sa bishop. > Contestant: Johnny MidNIGHT? > > Host: Mas mababa sa Knight. > Contestant: Jerry PONS? > > Host: Oh, ayan na, nabanggit mo na lahat ng > piyesa sa Chess. Yung kahuli-hulihang > piyesa na > lang. > Contestant: Sylvia laTORRE! > > ************ > > Host: Sino ang national hero na naka-picture > sa > 500 Peso bill? Clue, may initials na N.A. > (Ninoy > Aquino) > Contestant: Nora Aunor? > > Host: Hindi. Ang pangalan niya ay nage-end > sa "Y". > Contestant: Guy Aunor? > > Host: Hindi. Dati siyang Senador. > Contestant: Si Former Senator Guy Aunor? > Host: Hindi. Patay na siya. > Contestant: ANO??!! PATAY NA SI NORA > AUNOR???!!! > > ************* > > One more dagdag: > > Host: What "K" (kalabaw) is the national > animal > of the Philippines? > Contestant: Kuto? > > Host: Hinde. Clue, it tills the land. > Contestant: Kutong Lupa!
feeling: bored and funny.
April 18th, 2005
summer showdown m/
shinomori_misao8 opened her eyes at 12:19 AM on April 18, 2005.
hhhhaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyy...ΓΌ bwahahahah!! grabe! okey, todo na to.
ang saya-saya nung concert kagabi.. as in, promise. grabe. talaga. totoo. haha! imagine, spongecola AND RIVERMAYA!!! with kitchie nadal on the side.. and okay, cge, juana too [sweetie! ] hahaha! had so much fun, sobrang enjoy. jurmy and i even discovered and decided that we are to be future 'song arrangers'.. hahaha! kasi we were betting on which songs should go first and all.. although we didn't get everything right, [did we?] it was good fun we were jumping and singing at the top of our lungs.. talagang surreal ung experience kagabi, ang saya saya talaga. nakakahigh. i was also with my sister, pam and gia ang saya talaga. we even met yael yuzon's mom [thanks to gia, and her parents. ] and sister.. chika chika.. 'tita' haha, close daw o! gia was overwhelmed by this experience i tell you.. hahaha!!! we even saw danica sotto there, with dina bonnevie. for mike elgar i suppose... ahahahhaa! SWEETIE ULIT!!! haha! ikaw talaga...
ayun.. rivermaya sang all the songs we wanted them to sing [right, sweetie?] haha.. from the oldies/crowd favorites: elesi [YEAH!!!! ito tlaga.. sobra.. m/ ], kisapmata, 214 [which eventually became same ground.. haha pinalayas DAW si kitchie.. haha!], hinahanap-hanap kita [yeah! kala namin hindi kakantahin.. 'sweetheart sana tayo na nga' ], and of course awit ng kabataan [although we still think bamboo does a better job at this, we still salute rico blanco for doing a GREAT job.. ang saya.] to the 'between the stars and waves' awesome songs, a love to share [opening song to.. haha!] and balisong [WAAAAH! grabe talaga, sayang walang keyboards...] and of course to the smash hits, liwanag sa dilim [finale! da bomb..] and you'll be safe here [we were also able to grace the new video..]. hay grabe the night that was. sobra. m/
and then, kung akala mo nagtatapos na yan jan.. HINDE! but wait, there's MORE! bwahahaha! nung bumili ako ng you'll be safe here na ep tsaka a couple of posters tapos jurmy asked me kung how much ung mga poster biglang may lumapit na babae. may hawak-hawak na mic. may mamang may dalang malaking camera na may spotlight na may nakalagay na ABS-CBN. ack. 'um, excuse me, pwede ka bang mainterview?' BWAHAHAHAH! i had a shot at my 15 seconds of fame.. ay hindi lang pala 15 un.. teka.. 30? hahahaha! basta un. ininterview ako about the concert and stuff.. cno daw crush ko dun ['Si YAEL!' hahahahaha! sweetie! .. anong song un da bomb.. [ELESI PAREN!!! m/] at ano daw message ko sa kanila.. [RAK ON!!!! m/ ] hay. sikat na ko. grabe. i'm a star. star quality tlaga ako, oo. BWAHAHAHAHA! feeling no? hahahaha! pinagtatawanan nga namin ung incident na yan hanggang sa pag-uwi eh.. laf3p tlaga. myx daw un sabi ni jurmy eh.. hahahaha!!! laf3p talaga... BUNSOY! sikat na ate mo! hahahahahaha!
hay buhay. parang life. saya talaga.
ito pix. tignan niyo.
yael yael yael
spongecola
rico blanco
japs
rivermaya
m/
sweetie
me and my sister
fresh from the rock concert. haha!
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tapos eto, kanina.. bagong gupit..
hearing: pinoy rock. haha! m/
feeling: ecstatic. naguguluhan.
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shinomori_misao8 opened her eyes at 02:41 AM on April 18, 2005.
dahil mag-aalastres na ng umaga at bored ako...
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 Fairy tales, your love will be like an imaginary story, you love to love, you believe you have only one soul mate is waiting for you some where in this world and you are sure you will find them one day, and when you do you will make them the happiest in the whole world.
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 Your wise quote is: "Love is life. And if you miss love, you miss life" by Leo Buscaglia. Yes, love is indeed what you desire in your life. If you have it or not is another matter, but it is in your eyes the most important feeling. You tend to be a romantic dreamer and want you and your love to have that kind of perfect love that you hear about in fairytales. However that can be hard to find, but it doesn't mean you are going to stop looking.
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 Ok you are a romantic anime girl and you love and care for a lot of people.There is no evil in you soul or your heart.Though sometimes people don't feelt he same way as you do you keep on trying to change their mind.You love to help people out and you are always happy.Keep on trying to make the whole world smile because you know smiles are contagious ^_^.Oh and if it seems like there is nobody who could love you as much as you could love them it doesn't matter the thing is that the only thing that matters is that he cares and loves you and it doesn't matter how much well maybe it does but don't set you standards to high cuz then you'll find nobody
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bwahahaha. sh*t. need sleep.
hearing: the sound of typing and the mouse clicking
feeling: bored.
emptiness.
shinomori_misao8 opened her eyes at 04:50 PM on April 18, 2005.
hearing: una - spongecola
reading: blogs
seeing: myself drown in emptiness
feeling: empty
April 19th, 2005
tanong lang.
shinomori_misao8 opened her eyes at 03:03 PM on April 19, 2005.
si samara ba ay isang clone ni spiderwoman? o xa ba si spiderwoman?
bakit diskonek nang diskonek itong internet dito?
bakit palaging naghahang ang pc dito?
dapat na bang bumili ng bagong computer?
uulan na ba ng pera?
totoo bang it's raining men?
bakit busy ung linya?
totoo bang tutugtog ang sugarfree sa festival sa biyernes?
cno ba ang crush MO?
eh ang crush ko? [si yael!! -> sweetie (kitchie daw sa kanya o) at si chito miranda daw kay lloyd]
totoo bang when there's smoke there's fire?
tao ba si kitchie nadal? [doll daw eh, kitchie na DOLL]
haller. may tao ba jaN?
nanonood ba kayong darna?
ang cute ng full house, no?
and the million dollar question...
aanhin ba daw ang damo kung kinakalawang na ang kalesa? [lloyd]
hearing: the weird sounds the computer is making.
feeling: funny
April 21st, 2005
*hikab*
shinomori_misao8 opened her eyes at 11:47 PM on April 21, 2005.
nanood kaming 'the jacket' kanina. walalang. bwahahahahahaa
anyway, excited na ko bukas.. kasi punta akong festi, nood ng sugarfree, sandwich at.. HALE!!! weee!!!! [atake ng pagkaadik] grabe talaga.. pati sa 25 excited na rin ako! [yehey! pakner, okey sa olrayt! ] kaso may problema.. sweetie? hahaha! -frustrated kitchie nadal fans- "pano tayo bibili ng album?!"
naaadik na talaga ako. save me.
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SMS of the day:
"ikaw talaga o, png darna ang level ng poverty.."
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syet, tawa ako nang tawa. laf3p talaga. hahahahahaha! pis! apir tayo bunsoy!
feeling: so giddy
April 23rd, 2005
AYUS!!!
shinomori_misao8 opened her eyes at 01:09 AM on April 23, 2005.
bwahahahaha!! ang saya-saya noH? hahaha! okey sa olrayt ang festi gig! full volume!!! can't wait til monday.. no pakner? sayang, sana nakapunta ka kanina.. nakausap ko si champ!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!! seryoso. to the highest level talaga. ang bait bait pa niya! sobra... very friendly.
see.
 ako at si champ
 one for hale, hale for all. -> galing sa kanya. haha!
so un. hinding-hindi ko makakalimutan ang ilang minutong nakasama ko yan. hahaha! todo.
champ: "taga-san ka ba?"
ako: "alabang. jan lang."
champ: "ahh.. alabang? ako rin eh! san sa alabang? hahaha! kakagising ko nga lang eh.. pero naligo ako ah!"
ako: "naligo ka naman.. buti naman.."
champ: "pwede na nga ako magpulitiko nito eh.." .
aba, close kami? kwentuhan kami ever. loko loko rin pala un, ang cute.. haha! nakakatuwa naman kasi sobrang bait tsaka 'accomodating'. hindi snob. tsaka sobrang humble pa! weee. astig. dalawang beses ko pa nashake ang hands niya! haha! sosyal! pinapapunta pa nga ako backstage after eh.. hahahahah!!! CLOSE!!!
oh well, that's life.
ennuiphobia: fear of boredom
kung meron ako niyan, malamang namatay na ko sa takot ngayon.
prosaicophobia: fear of lacking humor
at kung meron kayo nito, magsama-sama tayo! hahaha! samahan ng mga bangag at laging tumatawa! hahaha! labo! hindi naman ako prosaicophobic pero ayoko lang ng malungkot. haha! marami pa kong mga ganyan, abangan sa susunod na kabanata.
aguy. taghirap na naman. LOAD...
"When i saw you i fell in love. And you smiled because you knew." - William Shakespeare
hearing: broken sonnet - hale
feeling: happy and ecstatic
April 27th, 2005
adik.
shinomori_misao8 opened her eyes at 03:06 AM on April 27, 2005.
i'm not sure if i've posted something of the same title before. but who cares anyway. no one remembers.
okay, so ngayon ko lang naayos ng husto tong site ko. check the side bar, madaming nadagdag. although nagloloko parin ung gallery. who cares. hahaha!
naayos ko na nga rin pala ung site naming magpipinsan. tignan niyo.
hmm.. sana lumabas na album ng hale. sa may pa. adik na.
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The Day You Said Goodnight
Take me as you are,
push me off the road.
The sadness,
I need this time to be with you.
I'm freezing in the sun,
I'm burning in the rain.
The silence, I'm screaming,
calling out your name.
*And I do reside in your light.
Put out the fire with me and find.
Yeah you'll lose the side of your circles.
That's what I'll do if we say goodbye.
**To be is all I gotta be
And all that I see,
and all that I need this time.
To me the life you gave me
The day you said goodnight.
The calmness in your face,
That I see through the night.
The warmth of your light is pressing unto us.
You didn't ask me why,
I never would have known oblivion is falling down.
Repeat *
Repeat **
If you could only know me like your prayers at night
Then everything between you and me will be all right.
Repeat **
She's already taken,
she's already taken,
She's already taken me.
She's already taken,
she's already taken,
She's already taken me.
The day you said goodnight.
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Runaway
talked to you tonight
to sort things out the right way we used to be
when you were still here with me
I wanted you to know
if you have loved me so
then why didn't you let me know
'cause I didn't wanna let you go
so why don't you just runaway from here
'cause I don't want you to get hurt by me
this way
you loved me to the point where I was lost
but then I couldn't catch you there
right there
so just runaway
runaway from here
won't you runaway
runaway from here
and I will never know
if we could ever go
the way that we should be.
feeling: confused and irritated.
wala lang.
shinomori_misao8 opened her eyes at 03:42 PM on April 27, 2005.
excited na ko sa subic sa weekend. hahaha! thanks to my cousins na niyaya ako.. hahaha! ayun, anyway... i was reading the newspaper kanina and i came across thousands of things that caught my interest.
one: bukas, bamboo's new single "Hallelujah" will be playing simultaneously on different radio stations at 8am... so i'll be waking up early tomorrow, para dun. daw. try ko. haha!
two: actually, hindi lang kanina ko nabasa ung bagay na ito.. i saw pldt's ad, ung babaeng nakared na mukhang gagang bakla. [haha, labo ng description, basta xa] may isang line dun.. nakalagay.. "stop kidding me anymore!" natatawa kasi ako sa mga bopol na english, nakakatawa. sobra. para sa mga may phd sa englishing jan, i want to meet more of you. hahaha! or more of us, hahaha! diba. 'what are your words saying?' 'see, we are planning ahead.. sa tagalog, may pinaplano tayong ulo...' - credits to lloyd still. [ewan ko ba, andito ka na naman sa entry ko, ikaw lang kasi malimit kong kausap eh. hahaha!]
three: there was this section with pictures.. for photography hobbyists ekekeke daw.. and wonderful as it is i saw a lot of nice pictures - which inspired me to submit photos din, para masaya... because i love taking pictures [okay, so maybe, more of myself - vanity. but really now.] and maybe i could submit sometime. diba? walalang. dahil din dun parang natuwa ako at nainspire din na parang gusto ko na ring magsubmit ng articles sa mga iba't ibang mga magazine. hahaha! sabi nga ni mommy, gawin ko na raw dapat ngayon kasi papasok na ko. asikasuhin ko na raw. para masaya.
...
okay. so yesterday, or last night, to be more exact, i talked with mara on the phone... ayun, tagal na rin kaming di nag-uusap nung gagang un.. haha! and funnily, we shared the same sentiments about some certain people. right? hahaha.. mga loko kayo, ang oa niyo ha! drama ever! maxado naman kayong nagfeeling, bakit ba? tayo ba? hindi naman ah, buti sana kung tayo na, hindi naman. dabah? tapos sinasabi niyo nagbago na kami, nah.. i don't think so. we believe it's you guys who changed. okay? maxado niyong ginawang priority ung 'romantic relationship' at pinabayaan niyo na ung friendship - na higit na mas importante at mas dapat binibigyang halaga. bakit, porket ba hindi pwede maging tayo eh hindi na rin tayo pwede maging friends? haller?! eh we were friends in the first place, right? kaya nga minsan, mas nag-eenjoy pa kami sa company ng iba kasi mas masaya sila, kayo, nagbago, maxado nang.. ewan. nakakasakal. oa nga. basta ito: hindi kami nagbago. we might have changed, in your eyes, because of you - YOU have changed. un lang un. okey? so tapos na ang kasong yan. solb!
...
well, enough about that. i wanna talk about something funny. i wanna laugh. ah! i remember, have you heard of the magazine 'Mwahaha'? it's really funny. as in mwahaha-funny. as in roll-on-the-floor funny. sakit sa tiyan. pramis. the 5th issue is out already... nakakainis nga nawawala ung second issue ko, hinahalughog ko pa buong bahay namin para lang mahanap un. wala nga silang first issue eh - ata. ewan ko. kasi ung unang nakita ko 2nd na.. kaines. weird. hahahaha! oh well. basta, bumili kayo, marami pa nun.. pati ng back issues.. nakakatawa talaga, sobrang worth it.
naalala ko tuloy ung kinwento ni lloyd nung isang araw, kasi nagswimming daw sila, sabay nasunburn daw xa. sabi ko, kung alam ba niya na naimbento na ung bagay na sunblock. sabi niya, oo daw. kaso, ung nakuha nung kapatid niya, suntan. ayus! ahahahaha! saya. manang-mana sa kuya, na manang-mana sa ate.
i haven't heard from sweetie for a long time, sweetie, are you still there? how's the kitchie nadal album going? haha!
gia, how's KL? haha! pasalubong kong papa... hahahahah joke! got loads to tell you nga pala.. teehee, remember the hot guy we saw in atc dati? hahahaha!!
hmm... i guess that's it.
oh, wait, there's something i want you to read... gia told me about the palanca thingy, 10 pages daw! grabe naman! hahaha!
...
the ten page essay that never was.
[or never got to ten, if you want it that way.]
What does one write about in an essay? In a ten-page essay, to be more exact. Who knows. There are thousands, millions even, of possible topics. One could write about the way the sun rises and sets everyday; or why Rivermaya is known as the 'banda ng bayan'; or even the defects and incapability of the male specie. There are a lot of things to talk about.
Maybe you can also talk about Philippine politics. You know, talk about the people running our country, what they are doing with our money, if our taxes are put to good use, or how that big black mole fits perfectly on PGMA's face - oops, okay, so maybe the latter isn't really a part of Philippine politics, but still, you can talk about that - aside from the widespread corruption in our country which is more important. Ah, yes, the rise and fall of the Philippine economy. Who would've thought we'd be down in the dumps today? When we were once known as the tiger economy in Asia. Things do change a lot, don't they? Sometimes very abruptly, though. Which makes things harder.
You know, if things change more gradually, maybe it'll be easier to adjust. But more often than not, things change so fast. Well, we can't do anything about that, can we? Anyway, change is the only thing constant in this world, right?
I don't really understand anything right now, and I guess I'm not meant to understand just quite yet.
So, what do you write about in n-pages? This.
seeing: jimmy timmy power hour
feeling: funny yet contemplative
April 29th, 2005
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shinomori_misao8 opened her eyes at 02:47 AM on April 29, 2005.
tinatamad akong mag-isip ng title.
mag-aalastres nanaman ng umaga.
gising parin ako.
bakit?
kasi gusto ko magcomputer.
eh bakit hindi ka nagcomputer kaninang may araw pa?
busy ako eh. [hahaha!]
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hmm.. as promised, i woke up at 8am kanina, 7:30 pa nga eh.. for the love of bamboo!!! bwahahahahahahaha! natuwa naman ako.. may isang line nga dun.. di ko alam exact basta parang something na kapag tulog ka na hindi ako matutulog, sundalo mo, babantayan kita. hahaha! ewan ko.
nanood kaming xXx kanina. astiiiig. although i would've enjoyed it more if the leading man wasn't ice cube at si vin diesel nalang ulet. patay na raw eh. ahhahaha!
hmm.. nagbuburn ako ng mga cd ngayon... para may kita naman. pera! hahahahaha! [ona, ilegal na! bwahahahaha! ]
excited na nga ako bukas, dahil pupunta kaming... SUBIC! yay! kasama ang aking mga pinsan.. wahoo. time to get soaked under the sun! - well not really. hindi naman kami sa beach pupunta eh. bwahahahaha. oh well. atleast escape from reality na rin un. oks na rin!
feeling: bored and sleepy
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